I'm Anand

byebye:(

2009-12-01T15:02:00.002+08:00

ByeBye blog..:(

I am moving off to tumblr..don't worry you will be still alive..You have given me alot of memories and surely it is something that i will cherish..

http://iamnotanand.tumblr.com

Bye...:(

School!

2009-11-05T20:35:00.003+08:00

Woah!..i just found the most unbelievable discovery of me!...I WANNA GO SCHOOL!..

I just dunno why but suddenly i have the passion to go school everyday..and the word "chao" just makes me very irritated!..I seriousli don wanna chao anymore..I wanna stay in class and continue with the kind of grades i get now...From 17 lessons..i got myself one C for a very short RJ..one D for leaving halfway for an emergency and one A for a damn 'On siao' performance in class..and the rest 14 are Bs!..woohoo!..its not a big deal for some but for me it is!..Comparing it to my previous semester's grades for the same period of time,i think i only manage to get myself alot of Cs...

However UTs are the most dreaded ones!..and the the two UTs i jus did were relatively easy but the only difference is that i can not recall much as i did my UT..However i do have hope that i can really pull it through and at least get a C..

Yeap..My class is freakin awesome and even Dinmak agrees with it..We bonded well which is like so indifferent from my previous classes...We just took so long to bond..However,i do love my previous class E45D..it was a great class too..Also my social life is good too..surely my class is one reason on why i feel so motivated to go school..:)

I just created myself a tagged account and was checking out all the malay hot chicks!..hehehe.. :p.. its cool though..esp the 'Meet Me' button..all the random gals tat pop up!..However i do have my own regrets as usual..I miss the old times..It is damn irritating to keep away and act fake towards the clique tat i used to hang around..Saddening but i have no choice..

The only way we can avoid this complicated and uncomfortable situation is to....just to break apart and avoid each other..:(

Motivating One!

2009-10-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

Phew..i am relieved!..i manage to rope in a new partner!..Justin Anil Dharmaraj!

I was talking to him during the first breakout and he was sharing with me on some tips on losing weight..It seemed helpful..and i am seriousli gonna give it a try..I told Justin that we seriousli need to lose weight and he seem to be quite interested too..

I started surfing the net to find out more information on losing weights and came across several websites which seem to help me..Vicnes was already disturbing me by showing obese people as example..I also challenged him tat i will really slim down!..Its damn irritating to see all the clothes that used to fit me last semester seem to be tighter this semester..

I have to lose weight and i am really gonna start my training from tomorrow!..

Let it be in any means but i am just gonna really push myself!...

and one more thing..i am officially pissed off with my hair and never ever going to cut mallet or comb mohwak!..grrrr!

Weight Issues!

2009-10-26T14:57:00.002+08:00

SHIT!... I AM FAT!!...argh!!

That is really something morally degrading!..argh!!

Just over the holidays itself, i gained 8kgs to 10kgs!..i was weighing about 70kgs way back before the holidays..and now..i am weighin an astonishing 80kgs!..thanks to all the mutton, chicken, eggs, the numerous cans of beer and hard liqour bottles!..shit!..i do regret now!..

How i wish i was going to gym with ahil like last time...the feeling after working out was so shiok!..and i have seriously made up my mind..I wanna lose my weight!..my birthday is arriving in less than a month!..and my short term aim is to lose all excess fats i gained!..at least 10kgs!..

Ya...i knoe i can be easily demotivated and i am very easy to be distracted..but then...i am serious on accomplising this short term aim i have set myself!..It is so irritating to see yourself in the mirror with a non proportionate body..and i have to set everything rite!..

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The Lousy Feelings

2009-10-20T22:38:00.002+08:00

Its time for me again to feel the kind of feelings which tries to make me feel down and lousy; Lousy feelings...

First of all..i shall send my condolences to Oswind..Take care brother..we will be there for you always..:)

and now back to my point..yeap..i seriousli feel very down and lousy today...i think all the guys knoe why i was like tat..most of them understand except for Jaya..as usual he poked fun at me even though knowing that it is something not to be laughed at..However i don feel angry about it as it is his character and i know he did not mean any harm..

I cannot stand the sight..seriousli..i felt like i shouldn't be there!..i felt like digging a hole in the ground and bury myself inside till everyone leaves..Seriousli it is the most fucked typed feeling..shit..i guess i need to really take some serious decisions for myself..i have given myself enough time to think about it and i think i need to make a sound decision before it goes beyond control..I dunno why people tend to laugh over such serious issues especially if one is really not having a good time over it..Put urself in their shoes and you will know that you can never fit exactly into it..

i am awaiting for the right time to bid my goodbye..but then..its for everyone's good..

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P.S: This is NOT an emo post!

Getting over..

2009-10-14T20:23:00.005+08:00

Finally i cut my hair..=)

1 week of school is over and i have got Bs as daily grades for all the modules. It actually makes me feel happy to see all Bs in black once i open the LEO..My classmates are kinda cool and i do like the environment even though most of them are splitted in their own group frens..Its just one week and there are many weeks to go..so everyone should be able to bond well soon.

My PP got approved and i was damn happy as i manage to do it in just the last 3 days forcing myself to really get the right thing...but it was indeed tooooooo long..4267 words to be exact...its more than double times the number of words set by the PP advisors..I think the PP advisor didn't even bothered to read it since its too long..even i myself just took a glance through it before i submitted..hehehe..

Life seems to be back in track with funny frens who just can't stop poking fun or do stupid laughable stuffs..I am managing to get over the disappointments i had during the holidays..There are always the constant reminders of it but i am adapting now..but still...i regret..i really do regret and wonder what i could have done in order to avoid such a miserable situation..

Working with Dinmak during the nite shifts on Saturday and Sunday were damn fabulous..i enjoyed every bit of it..we shared alot of things and we get to understand each other more now.. he did told me certain stuffs and advised me..I just only realized that dinmak is indeed a very good advisor..hahaha..

i cut my hair and i am damn happy since it was damn thick and itchy..now its just short nice..and i even get compliments for my new hairstyle..weeweee!..its very rare to get as i am always categorized for not combing my hair and just let it be messy..and now its nicely combed..=)

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and now this part of the post is for Shantni..

Dear Shantni..you are brave gal now..ur bitter + sweet experiences are now good lessons for you..don't ever repeat the same mistakes..Time will answer your calls and wishes..You got frens whu care abt you..Just take your own time and enjoy life for now..You are just 19 and you have a long road ahead of urself..i am not going to advise you on what you are supposed to do and not.. Only you yourself knows you better...i believe that you will come good again and be like the same old shantni who just know how to take life as it is..Any problems or stuffs that you wanna share..you can always count on me to lend a listening ear and a helping hand..

Shan Baby Shan..:)

New Sem! New class! New Life!

2009-10-08T11:30:00.002+08:00

Finally school has started and i am so happy to go back to school..Finally back to frens and tis time round i am just gonna go by the flow and i am not gonna make promises to myself..I have totally discarded certain people and have already started to avoid them..i have my own reasons and it is sensible enough for me..I am pissed off with people who just asks for help and disappear after its done..or people who 'step' to attract attention..and i have already identified these people and you can soon see me drifiting away from u all..I no need anyone other than my frens whu still cares for till this years!..HVB!..

New semester leads me to a new class..W26J..yeap..it does actually carry half of my previous classmates and i am in the same class as Dinmak again..haha..smething beneficial for me..it is always nice to have dinmak around..Ridwan was a bastard in the first day of class when the faci ask all the students to introduce themselve by saying wats their name, where they stay and wat is the expection for the module..He stood up and said "My name is ridwan and i am staying with Anand in his house together with him and my expectation for the module is to see joshua everyday in class.."..the class started laughin and i was like 'eerrr..uhhh..embarrased!'..while dinmak was grinning..funny people..Other than tat.the class look indeed cool..need some a little bit more of time to bond..=)

I am again back with dinesh and raja all and its always nice to be with them..laughters and more laughters..indeed a cool group of people..about my own personal life..i have decided to stop interfering in sensitive issues like gals..relationships and etc..Ahil may know the reason coz i was complaining to him..Vicnes should also have a slight understanding of it too as he was a push factor..My only advise for u all..

"Its ur life people..you wanna get doomed, just get urself doomed..you wanna go in the right path, jolly well follow it.."..

Peace!

Basics please?

2009-10-02T20:48:00.004+08:00

People..GET A DAMN LIFE!..

I just dunno why but i cant help it..seriousli speakin i am just simply irritated with people who are trying to act new..try to gain attention..try to make oneself look like hero or heroine who always faces immense difficulties even if they are the only soul in the world who does only good stuffs..FUCK YOU morons!..seriousli u all need some serious counselling..

Suddenli i have been seein people pop out from no where who really seem strange..Its like not the same person i knew before..please lah people..don't make urself seem a super human who just only does the good things..everyone has their own falls and ups..stop always lamenting your falls and make urself look very pitiful..especially the ones in relationships..

i can understand that putting your status as 'It's complicated' is kinda a new trend even though i dunno where it orginated from and why its cool...Wat is so trendy or cool about it?...and..and..please uh..don't try to act emo online when u are facing a failed relationship by blogging online such as 'taking sleeping pills', 'slitting the wrists', 'sitting near the ledge of the window'..my only reaction for you all is...JUST DO IT PROPERLY!..wats the point of taking alot of sleeping pills when you know tat you won't die?..wats the point of slitting your wrists when you knoe which area will have the less impact on the pain?..and wat is the point sitting near the ledge of your window when you know you don't dare jump?..

Think........

and you all got the cheek to blog it online..put it as your Facebook Status..or as msn personal messages?..bunch of attention seekers..trying to seek attention for your failed attempts and make yourself look like some superheroes? Seek attention for the right reasons people..i am not saying tat don't eva blog about your relationships...blog..but blog for the right purpose.. Condemning your partner in one post and praising the person in another doesn't help..being indirect in conveying your messages about your relationship does help..so please understand..

i know that this post may cause some controversies..but then..

i jus fucking hell DON'T care!

Drink..Drank...Drunk!

2009-09-08T20:39:00.006+08:00

the calm one!

and i am not going near any alcohol stuffs for some time..

first of all i have to wish Muhes..Happy 18th Birthday Muhes!..hope you enjoyed the celebrations brother!..Have a long lived life with all your loved ones..God Bless You!

and now back to my point..most of the guys know tat i am drinking for the past two weeks non stop..every night after my work i resort to alcohol..let it be beer..liqour or wateva related to alcohol..i just grab it with both my hands..the close guy frens of mine knoes the problem i am facing and wat negatively motivates me to actualli drink..I wanna sleep..when i head to my bed..i spent the whole nite thinking of what made such a situation to happen..where i went wrong..wat kind of loser i am by tossing around the bed in an attempt to find and hoping vainly that i can sleep and wake up a new man in the morning..but.....it doesn happen..

probably the best beer in world

alcohol helps..i don wanna get drunk..i just wanna enjoy the feeling of being tipsy and when i head to the bed i need a peaceful sleep..and i went back home tipsy every single day after work..but from now on..i NEVER will..i have decided to call quits on my crave for alcohol..ahil is gonna see tis as a surprise..but tats the truth..i am never again gonna touch alcohol anymore..any night parties tat involves beer or liqour..i am just gonna get myself a cup of coke jus like Jaya and Muhes..

Why?

Muhes Birthday was a blast..water bombs thrown at him after an replica of a "World War Two" planning drawn out by Dinmak and Kashwin..wished him Happy Birthday together..all exactly done on the 12am of 8 Sep..it was a blast..then came the liqour part..and after i two hours of drinking i started to drift away into my own world and the last thing i remembered was dropping on my own vomit and vicnes' serious voice of "Pundek..u r not going to drink anymore!!"..

The P.I.C

In the mornin when i woke up i was on my own bed with vomit all over me wondering what i did the night and how the hell i came home..the Hangover sucked big time..wasnt able to go work..just cursed myself and felt bad tat i disappointed my mum..i did manage to find out wat i was up to during the night from my frens and felt really ashamed and at the same time stupi..and from tat incident i develop a fear for the smell of alcohol and alcohol itself..dinmak told me tat i would hate it only for maximum 2 months but i am sure i am gonna hate it for a longer time than tat..

Whateva it is..i am just gonna pick myself and work towards my aim..=)

and all i need is the support from my Broz!..

Understanding Test

2009-08-21T20:57:00.003+08:00

and its time to blog..

Two Understanding Tests(UT) are over..First was Engineering Cost Decision and second one was Aerodynamics..and sadly i feel that i didn do my best for the both UTs..

Engineering Cost Decision was the only module that i fare worst this semester..alot of Cs and only manage Ds for the past two UTs of these module..And as usual i wasn't in the right mindset when i went into the class for my UT..i tried my best and spent hours on fully understanding the right knowledge..but then as usual..wat i realli studied didn come out..the one tat i assumed to have less weightage came and that was a setback tat i couldn't actually handle..this was further more compounded with BEN!..he was sittin beside me and before i could even muster a word to type it down..he was busy holding onto the calculator and punchin in values..and that itself was good enough to make me feel damn stressed out..his loud typing was good enough for me to give up hope on my UT..

Aerodynamics didn't do much good too..Its on paper and it was a difficult task to memorize most of the theory part as Aerodyanmic is full of theory..and i still manage to memorize all the difficult ones..and tis time round..the test was so freakin easy but i still couldn't do it..i concentrated on the difficult ones and ended up just havin some rough ideas on wat are the easy ones..haiz..and everyone had the same feelin as me..Easy but didn't know how to do..

Now there is still two more to go..Statistics and Operation Planning..and i have no idea wat i am suppose to do for statistics..but i am just hoping that i can pull it through..

The Hangover

2009-08-11T21:48:00.004+08:00

So once again...i chao class!!..However tis time i don regret as Dinmak, Muhes and I had a hell of a time laughin out in the Cathay at Causeway Point..We went to see the movie The Hangover with Muhes's complimentery tickets..Since Muhes works at the Dhoby Ghaut Cathay and since he is a very dedicated staff he got himself complimentery tickets to enjoy movies in any Cathay..and after seein Muhes and Dinmak during the break,i was influence by my ownself to chao school and study for the upcoming UTs..

However as we know tat as Singaporean Indian Teenagers we are we can never decide on a certain thing immediately..soon our original plan had to be abandon for PLAN B-See movie..and its just my second English film that i watch in theatre and maybe my 4th or 5th English movie tat i have seen eva..but it was a hilarious movie with all three of us laughin to the max..and after the movie i told muhes tat we shuld also go Las Vegas and have a hell of a time one day and he just gave me the 'dream-on-anand..dream-on' look...a funny movie enjoyed with funny people by my side..however a bad discovery by me marred my day..My PSP screen CRACKED!...argh!..i was shocked and the repair cost is $90 after i proceeded to check out with a PSP shop..haiz..i guess wat i did on the weekends came back to haunt me..haiz!...

However i decided to borrow my brother's PSP for the time being..however its another faulty PSP with some modification problems which my brother just vainly tried to settle..Hope tis PSP situation will come to a good end..

and now its back to my bed..need a well deserved rest!...need some time to cool down after some energy sucking incidents..

Great Time

2009-08-05T21:55:00.002+08:00

Sweets.......I took it from her blog!

What a hell of a time we had Sharen?

Yup..well 2dae i meet Sharen Caur after almost 1 month knowing each other through msgs..blogs..msn and thru calls..We had actually planned to meet last wed but then call it off coz of some reasons..So since it is a Wednesday and a 'No-School' day for me..we planned to meet today...

So as usual..i went 10minutes late according to my Triple T (Typical Tamilan Timin) rule..haha Venue? Sembawang MRT Station..We had alots of fun and i was bullied by tat Punjabi Gal sooooo much tat i ended up wif scratches..bruises..wounds and some bite marks..Thanx to her constant pinches..bites..smacks and scratches...and she got the cheek to poke me in my stomach where i was jumping up and down with the ticklish feeling!..and she can still say that it was my stubborness when i did something good...didn i sharen?

Soon had this Indian old timer whu came up to the place and said "Bang...sorry ah..i need this place as i have some frens coming here to have some important meeting..i don wanna u all get influence ah..tats y.."...i was like wtf!..i was just talkin to sharen caur abt ppl communicatin wif me in Malay and this guy popped out from nowhere with his "Bang!"..and the funniest part was the "..i don wanna u all get influence ah..tats y.."..as if we people are angels in human form!..

The rest of the meeting went smoothly with the occasionaly bullying i get from tat Sharen!.. the burnout game...mats showing off their bikes and occasional stares from the passer bys..and not to forget...the sweet stuffs we talked...we lepaked till 6pm before walking to the MRT and ended our meeting with a warm hug..It was time spent wonderfully and now i am waiting for the next meeting earnestly sharen..

should i tell?

Being yourself...

2009-07-27T22:06:00.008+08:00

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Yeap...Be yourself..don change for others or don't care when someone gives u a negative comment to pull ur morale down...A valuable lesson i learnt in this 17 Years 7mths 3 days of my life..I have seen a lot of people whu suffer from Bullying..even i am a victim of it once..

Bullying is the act of causing harm intentionally. Through mental or physical means, bullying never fails to strike fear in the victim..It at times bring the esteem of a person to the bottom end!..Bullies think its fun to bully people of their weaknesses...It evokes laughter for them when they do such stuff..For them it is a just a short-term way to have laughter...However the havoc they are creating in a person goes unnoticed...It can result the victim to feel hurt,scared,sick, lonely,embarrased and even to the extent of developing negative shades of life..As a former victim of bullying..i did go through this difficult stages...

There are different kind of bullies...People whu abuse verbally..physically..emotionally and etc.. Every kind has its' own damage...the end product is always the same..Why am i suddenly talking about bullying?...I got my reasons..

I just noticed a high number of cases of bullying..An there are extreme cases of victims resorting to death as the only choice to end the mental, physical and emotional toture..Statistic shows that teenagers nowdaes are getting worser in their behaviour and bullying people who are timid, smaller in size , soft-spoken and the list just continues..One recent case is about this gal whu attempted suicide after reaching her breaking point coz of her peers bullying her about her illness..Bullying someone over their illness?...Tats freakin ridiculous!..

It led her to commit suicide and she dropped on the drain resulting in her back and her head to hit a nearby pillar with great impact..She didn't die..but due to a spinal cord injury she has to face the inevitable of being paralyzed..In my opinion if i were to face tat situation,i rather die..Seeing yourself in the bed everydae and yearning to walk everyday will just mentally hurt u more and results in a severely hit low self esteem with a high chance of hating oneself...

Be yourself guys...be proud of yourselves..don't be intimidated..stand up for Yourself!

Updating time!

2009-07-13T14:21:00.004+08:00

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Ok..it is time to update..it has been a very long time since i updated and many people have requested me to do it..i am not surprised..tats wat people can expect when i am freakinly lazy... when it comes to blogging i need motivation..wifout it...i don even visit my blog..and now i got a long list of events to update...

I am afraid that i may start to go back to my old ways of leaving school half way or 'smoke thru' the lesson without getting any knowledge...Surely my grades aren't consistent enough and i have to suck up here and there in my RJ to at least get a C..Apart from studies there are still other things that are in my mind.. Positive stuffs and Negative stuffs...Life with the most reliable frens has been great and there are always the laughters and jokes that never fades away..However there is been high number of cases where people enter my life and then just walk out of a sudden...Isit my inability to hold on to them?...i am not sure...i have no answers for it..my onli hope is that time will answer the questions that is being unanswered..There are also the funny moments with my Havoc Brotherz where there isn't an end to the jokes...not to forget..there are moments where i laugh at myself of being so childish when disturbin some 'cat' online thru MSN..hahaha!...also got the times where i enjoy seeing a guy whuse face will suddenly change like as if he kena menses wheneva he see me and Ahil...hahahahaha!..funny people...

Coming to personal life...There are hicupps here and there but i am still looking forward to the positive onli...there are fuck typed moments where i prefer being alone..thinking and wondering..and talkin abt personal life..it brings me to Sharen Caur whu has been a wonderful companian for these past few weeks..

The irresistible fites but uncontrollable luv 4 each other makes me so treasured and i can assure you Sharen Caur that i do treasure our close frenship kays...Days nowdaes arent normal if there aren't any msgs...Not to forget the random calls and the naughty stuff we talk just puts the smile on my face and hope it did the same thing to u...and i am once again assuring u tat i wont be ditching u even if u everytime complain tat i wuld...So go hug ur bolster after u read tis post Cookie Monster=)....and now i am demandin a sweet poem frm u Sharen Caur!....hahahaha!...

Work has been goin as per normal and i am awaiting my job appraisal which i would receive next week..and I have oready prepared for what seems to be a very poor one..Surely i am one of the most problematic Gantorian with alot of reports..However i knoe i won't be sacked as i knoe i ain't tat bad..just hope everythin is fine..

and now i feel so tempted to follow Justin with his drinkin escapades!...hmmph!..but i knoe i wont..=)

Reflections

2009-07-03T20:12:00.002+08:00

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So it is time to update my blog...I know i haven been blogging much nowdaes mainly due to the fact that i dont get the motivation to do it...so here i go reflecting as usual..

Its another Friday nite and here i am locked myself in a dark room staring at the laptop thinking what am i suppose to blog about...About the events that took place for the past few days or by just reflecting on certain issues in my mind as usual..So let me start off with how days are going nowdaes...

Yes..Life is fun when u got great company of frens whu just keeps cracking jokes and consistently makes me burst into streaks of laughters..Like today..Muhes..Jaya..Dinmak and Pavithra had a great time laughin with the constant comedies of Muhes..Surprisingly Jaya was more quiet today than as usual..Oh ya..We did choa class today..The inability to concentrate in class plus the desire to take some break was overwhelming and all jus decided to have a day off..

Stupid RP which is implementing useless curfews and rules just makes we students more irritated..Why dont they just close down the school for a certain period?...The principal's explanations aren't that impressive...I just saw alot of students leaving today just coz they didn bring their thermometer and the school thinks it is ok to refrain students from entering the school just coz of the 'Thermometer Rule'..Dumb Fuck!

I wonder why inconsistency rule the life of mine..One moment i was enjoying with my frens and the next moment i am sitting there quietly deep in my thoughts wondering what am i suppose to do in order to achieve what i am desiring..and its just sad to know that i have not impressed enough even though personally i feel that i am doing whatever i can..

Of coz there are the happy moments..Laughin uncontrollably..letting my imagination run wild.. Disturbing the people around and obviously fooling around with those who i love...Some may forget me when they don need a joker to be with..But no matter wat...i am earnestly looking at the postive side...Spare me a Prayer please...

and before i go..my Birthday wishes to one of my dearest Friend:

Happy 18th Birthday Kutti!
God Bless you!!

Another Birthday

2009-06-25T19:54:00.004+08:00

Karthik

So finally this fat brother of mine has turn 13 i am wishing him a very big Happy 13th Birthday...Have a very blessed long lived life with all your loved ones always around you always showing happiness..Peace and Love..

Happy Birthday Brother!!

Mama Nigger Birthday!

2009-06-19T10:02:00.004+08:00

Pravin Premnavas

So another member of the HavoC BroZ has turn 18 and it is our Mama Nigger..so finally this dark tall but handsome fella is celebrating his 18th Birthday and even though his orginal birthday was on 10th June..he did a mini gathering on 16th June in lieu of his Birthday..

Even though Muhes..Jaya..Kutti..Ahil and I planned to meet at 6:30pm at Yishun..as tamilans we had to follow the important rule of coming late for a meeting or an appointment and we only ended up meeting near 7:15pm...I was on the bus 969 heading towards Tampines..Kutti,Jaya and Muhes hopped on to the bus at Yishun followed by Ahil at Khatib..It was very fun in the bus as Jaya as usual making us laugh with so much of jokes and in no time we were at Tampines..Then we had to take bus 29 to Changi Village as that Pravin chose Changi Beach as he had plans to go OCH after the celebrations..

Obviousli i didn know this 'OCH' plans and i freaked out immediately when i heard we are goin there..it was somethin tat i don't support..However brushing that a side we 5 had a good meal at Changi Village where Dinmak and Vicnes joined us...In no time we head to the pondo that Mama Nigger was with some of his frens..a guy called Kiran..another guy whu i don't know his name..Fiona..Viveka and another gal called 'PP'...Soon everythin was set and celebrations were under process..I remember that i drank and drank and drank..Indeed it was the 1st time that i drank this much and i have to admit..It was nice...However i did had my own reasons for drinking...

Muhes did scold me for drinkin so much and gave me the disapproving look when i made the decision to help myself to another cup of Jim Beam..Personally it is one of the most memorable Birthday as i enjoyed happiness with some issues resolved..I wished i could have 'overnight' but Dad as usual forbidded me from doing that as he disapprove the fact that i would be 'overnighting' at Changi..Changi is a place that my Dad hates for some unknown reasons..So i had to leave with Vicnes and Dinmak in a taxi...and in the Taxi i had a good interaction with them as we had a great chat where i disclosed some informations which make me feel less burdened!

Indeed it was a memorable night for me as well as for my Brothers..Upcoming next is Kutti's Birthday and this one should be another blast!

Square One!

2009-05-31T20:49:00.002+08:00

So here i am..stucked at the bottom pit again!...Back to square one..

I don seem to be able to stay in the right track always..One week i am celebrating my success.. Another week i am lamenting my poor luck..It just seems that i can never be happy till i really get the answers i want..or maybe..let me put it in another way..

I can never be happy unless i can really achieve what ever i desired!..Last week's match was my morale booster..and this week match was a very big nightmare..5-1 was the score..

The defeat did felt bad..Kutti trusted me and give me the nod ahead of the match to play goalkeeper..A fabulous 1st half soon marred into a nightmarish 2nd half..Letting in four goals in second half was bad enough to pull my general level of confidence to the bottom end..Congratz to the opponent..They took their chance and dictate play..While we just didn't had the killer instinct..Kutti limped off..Sarvesh took a blow to his rib..Vicky had his knee covered in bruises..I had my hand scratched from the vain dives in the hard soil...Communication was the word that simply wasn't in anyone's mind today..for me..the effort i put in was overlooked by the goals that i conceded..and it successfully helps my confidence level to plunge even deeply.

Obviousli it is a learning experience and looking at it in such point of view does help me feel better..If everyone is thinking tat the defeat is the main reason why i feel so deeply down..i have to say that it isn't jus that...There is more to it...

Some seriousli 'shocking discoveries' that i discovered recently surely add on to my miseries.. Sureli it does no help to me...I dont wish to share this 'shocking discoveries' as i want it to be personal but surely one day i would open it up...

one day?

Finally

2009-05-23T18:11:00.003+08:00

At sentosa

Finally i can see some glimpses of positive things coming about..and its somethin to cheer about..After all, for sometime i have been going around lamenting my misfortunes..and currently its nice to be in a better position compared to that miserable situations...

One such morale boosting incident is today's soccer match..It's such a morale booster..an eye opener..maybe a successful test of my abilities..Yea..we won..5-2..compared to the strength in our opponents team..its a great result..All were 19 years old and above..Most of them were even NS regulars!..damn fit!

My position: Goalkeeper..Gerard didn come..so i had to take over that position..Obviousli no one did trust that i can play well in that position..Somethin that isn't surprising to me..My performances in the past didn contribute to my defense...all i need is some concrete evidence that i am not a bad player..

and today's match proved me that i am not hopeless..and i am so freakin happy that i was commended by everyone..even the opponents..but all credits go to Mama Nigger and Kutti..They realli motivated me very well from the beginning of the match....Obviousli the other players did congratulate me when i made good saves or played smartly..Thanks Broz..I am just so happy!

Now its back to school..i have re-establised relationships with alot of people leaving my ego in a dead end..and i am happy that i am again trying my best to do well in my studies..All i need now is some consistency and i am sure that i will go in the right track soon..

and ya..to my Bestie

Happy 18th Birthday Bharu..
so some one finally 18 lah..haha!..

Losing

2009-05-11T23:08:00.003+08:00

After a day wasted in school..i was feelin bad tat i didn gain anythin frm the lesson 2dae..And i realized tat i didn even take the effort to open the Problem Statement for the day!..i was jus not motivated to study nor was i be able to focus...Feelin a little fucked type from some incidents..i was jus not in the state to study..was jus chattin wif Maya D'Souza the whole day and just lepakin..It can be jus written off as a day wasted in school!..

I jus seem to lose the plot...i jus feel like giving up...I jus dont feel motivated to do well..Even though its nice to see my grades being constant this semester..the performance i gave in the last two lessons i attended realli wasn't up to satisfactory..and it jus seem that it can worsen...

Lookin around me..most of them have taken their studies seriousli except for few..Havin to face alot of obstacles..i am jus not in the right state to have a positive approach or studies..I jus seem to lose alot of support..Luckily there are some kind souls who realli do understand my situation and i am thankful for that..

All I jus need is some counsellin now..
This is a dark period of my life with jus some glimpses of brightness in the form of some good souls..but the point rite now is tat...

I am just LOSING!..

Chao Class

2009-05-08T22:24:00.003+08:00

Bananas for Peranakan Monkey...

So for the second time in this semester i left class half way..The first time came in the first week of the lesson. However that was an emergency and somethin tat was important.I don't regret leaving for that. However today was a different situation. I still wondering whether if i had stayed through out i would have maintain my good string of grades.To get 8 Bs and 1 C in 9 lessons was somethin that i dreamt off and i was acually kinda happy that at least this semester i am proving consistency.The 1 C was a result of leaving class half way through.

Coming back to today, i still feelin the pain of losing a good grade. Coming to school today in the mornin was very very different from me. Walkin to school without the usual gang of Kavitha, Reena, Rubini, Ahil and Kamini made me feel lonely..Looking at the current situation and the mess that i have made, i realli losed my motivation to attend school..I realized that i was walkin extremeli slow today as my pace dropped..alot of people whu were way back me overtook me as i jus put on the "i-need-some-breathin-space" reaction..

Thinkin of alot of issues and confusing myself...i was jus nt myself..In class i wasn't able to concentrate as i was jus thinkin and thinkin..and one look at the MSN contact list jus made me feel that i should be at home..Jaya..Muhes..Ahil wasn't in school..Dinmak wasn't in class..and onli 1 thought was in my mind..."Pack up ur bag and leave"...and i jus did tat..

Ahil called me to his house..Tat was a good morale booster..We were laughin out..Playin around and disturbin Kamini in Facebook and MSN..and i did feel better..Thanks Mike!!...

and now i am in front of the laptop...back to square one...jus regrettin everythin that is happenin now..the question in my mind now ..

WHERE THE HELL IS PEACE???

SetBacks

2009-04-30T20:41:00.003+08:00

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Lookin at the current things that are happenin around me..i got to admit that i am realli facin alot of troubles...Setbacks would be a better word to describe...I am facing alot of it indeed...

I am still reelin frm the sudden death of my fav aunty..It always hurts to knoe that we may nvr be able to see the person again after their death..It is hard to face the reality..and i have to admit that its gonna be hard for me not to think of her..

You always be loved Aunty...

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Having a new mentality isn't goin to make any difference when a person refuse to ignore the bitter facts of past...and in my case..i jus have to admit that i am playing a losing battle..With the aid of my best companians..i am walkin on top of a thin line..the people that i am expecting to remember me are leavin me alone..out in the dark..its jus too late....

Setbacks!!...a word that i hate so much currently..I have jus lost interest in everythin around me..I hate to be an emo actualli..esp after knowin that emoin isn't cool stuff...

BUT my situation is such that i jus feel like throwin out all my emotions right now...All i know is..

I am not facin the brightest time of all..and i have to admit that my morale took severe beatin that i am still reelin back from alot of morale degrading incidents..

...........May all setbacks have a reason...........

School Starts..

2009-04-22T20:52:00.005+08:00

My journey for the next step in education has officially started..After a 3 month holidays that i spend by working had come to an end..and now the rest of the next 2 moths plus will be at school..

I jus found out my class for the Year 2 in the mornin of Monday..I did know that Dinmak and i were in the same class but i wasn motivated to find out wat was really my class..and in the mornin after findin out i found that there is a majority of male gender that conquers the class.. Mayb about 17 or 18?...

So based on the 2 days of lesson that i attended,i gotta admit that i like my new class's atmoshpere..However as it is just 2 days, there is an uneasy feeling in everyone's face as we still need some time to bond..

So wat abt my work?
Currently i don't have any intention to quit as i realli love the ppl there and they have also requested me not to quit...So i have jus decided i should work on Wednesdays, Saturdays and Sundays..Maybe i would consider about Saturday as i am tempted to play with Kutti and some of the frens, soccer at Yishun..The street soccer court located at the Ah Tong Field is the venue..

Ok then..will be back again..

Birthday Wishes

2009-04-13T21:45:00.007+08:00

So here comes my 1st post for the month of April...and i would like to start with a birthday wish..So who is the Birthday Star??

Vicky and Jaya

I know that tis post is already a few days late but i didn log into my account for a very long time..Sorry abt tat Brother...

So here is my B'dae wishes:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JAYA...
God bless you my Brother..Hoping for many great success as years to come with your loved ones..

SO this guy whu has been a very gd fren of mine for the past 5yrs has finally turn 18....So some description abt tis very handsome fren of mine...

The most funniest guy i hav ever known..

A good listener too..

The only fella that i shared the same classes for the whole of Secondary School..

A very good natured fella who had helped me out in numerous situations..

An intelligent guy who realli can come out great solutions out of nowhere...

A soccer star who realli is jus so gifted that i have been jealous of him alot of time..

A great fren tat a person could dream of and i am lucky that he is my fren..

So once again..HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYA

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So here comes the next part of my post..

Muhes for the 1st time took Kavadi for Panguni and it was after a long time that i am seein my Seconday school frens and we did had a good time had Panguni...Sorry tat i culdn attach pictures as Muhes still haven uploaded..Maybe prehaps inthe near future i would upload it in another post..

So abt the situation there..it was realli fun but its jus a pity tat i had to leave earlier as i had night shift that night thanx largely to my freakin in-charge who couldn excuse me for that day even though i had already informed that i am unable to come..

Coming back to the Panguni...Muhes realli manage to endure the pressure and it was realli impressive..In total it was realli a great event and hopefulli next time round i can realli enjoy the atmosphere for a longer time..

Ok now back to my usual routine...Sleep...

Bloggin..

2009-03-30T21:28:00.005+08:00

Its been another day where i am starin the laptop infront of me with numerous confusing things runnin across my mind...but i think bloggin isn't a gd idea to express my ideas actualli..

So let me think...hmmm...i seriousli hav no reasons or anythin interestin to blog abt..its kinda of a borin life i am leadin now..Home and Sentosa...the onli two places wher my mind is revolving around..

Work Related Updates....
My best buddy at work Kumar quit..and 'Panda' oso quit..Kok Lun quitin in 7 days..Sharifah quitin in 2 weeks time..Fatin got sacked..Reena and Aminah roster decreased to jus 2 days work per week..all the close frens and buddies i had there r goin off or either get their roster decreased..Its kinda sad tat a good team is breakin apart but then tats the reality...

20 April is fast approachin and i would be in sch in no time..Talkin abt sch...i am still unsure whether i am lookin forward for it or not..At times i do feel tat i need school to answer some disturbin questions abt certain issues i am currently facin but then at times..i do feel tat school will jus multiply my questions rather than decrease it...

ok..i think tats jus nice..i hav no more mood to type nor the ability to churn out more crappy issues out of my freakin mind...

If u guys feel tat i am realli being a emo..Sorry for that..but my situation is in such...

Gantorians

2009-03-24T22:41:00.003+08:00

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Its official...i hav lost my interest in my current job...thanx to the stupid management...Kumar has oready informed the in-charges tat he is quitin soon...His reason...The Executive Officer...Vasugi!!!...I cant blame him..3 complaints against him in jus 4 days...and all because he did his job...Its very irritatin to know that Vasugi jus sides the guests even without investigating wat had happened..and a fuming Kumar told me how he hated the supervision of Vasugi and planned to tell her off before he quit the job..

and i myself who had long term plans to work at sentosa have lost my mood after an 1hr long discussion with Vasugi who at 1 point of time said.."I don't need this kind of staffs at gantry if they aren't goin to understand anythin"...right into my face..and i jus felt like throwin the walkie which was on the table at her face..she wanted to know what happened in a recent case that Kumar and i was involved..The fuckin guest write in a very big report framin Kumar....and as i was involved in the case she koled me and discussed and that bitch realli got into my nerves with a nonsensical arguments and accusations which i tried to explain but in vain...she jus doesn understand and can accuse me of being defensive...

She all the way was sidin the guest and can even tell me.."I am not goin to buy ur stories"...then for wat fuck she wanted me to answer her questions when she isn't goin to listen to my point of view...at the end of the discussion she said she didn wanted my point of view and onli will pay attention to guest point of view...and i was realli fumin so mad that i realli gave her the sacarstic smile when she said we gotta take it as experience...and tat was what i was clearin tellin that sucker...and her moral of the incident..."Never assist ur peers..."...WTF!...and when she felt that it sounded stupid...she added on after a pause..".......when the situation is bad"...

Doesn't that sound a little cranky?...
Never help when the situation is bad?...she got the cheek to add on tat..."Help when the situation seems positive..."...Thats realli like so stupid...Of coz when there isn't any problem..we no need to help our frens...Once again, that realli shows the gantry staffs tat she isn't qualified for her position of an Executive Officer...

and what am i goin to do about it?
Goin to write a complaint to the manager of Sentosa and get the Gantorians signatures who hate Vasugi's management..and the best part..80% of the gantorians hate Vasugi...includin her own cousin brothers who realli got pissed off wif Vasugi's antics..They are the one who prompted me write a letter and tats what i am goin to do...

& it will be Soon.......................

Flaring Tempers

2009-03-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

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It is jus so easy to irritate me nowdaes tat my gantry staffs hav noticed how easily i get angry and burst!..and there are kinda worried abt it as it can lead to me being fired..to make sure tat i am still ok..they are checkin on me everytime whether i am ok..Especialli Aminah whu every few minutes will ask me whether i m doin fine and make sure tat i am doin well..Thank you guys but i do think tat sooner or later i will be fired from sentosa for my outbursts and big arguments wif guests..

I jus get angry so easily nowdaes tat i get into tangles wif unreasonable guests whu behave like some stupid people from a new world..No matter how much we try to explain the procedures we gotta follow at gantry, they wants it their way..and even when we try to help them by closin our eyes at times, they still sulk..and on the other hand some persistin personal problems tat i am facing prevents me from controlin my emotions..and as a result..it leads to big arguments wif guests..i accept tat its my fault at times but i dont start..

and tis past week..i had to send in alot of reports to my in-charge which isn a great thing..so much of complaints would hav been filed against me by guests as there was alot of difficult situation..and in 1 situation my in-charge hav to rush down to stop the situation from escalating to a fight as a contractor and i had a very big argument until i used a vulgar word on him..and the in-charge had to be wif me for the next 20mins to make sure i would not burst again..

and yesterdae..it almost became a fight when the guest came out from the car and placed his hands in a way as if he is offerin me to fight..i would hav seriousli given it a thought if not for Kumar who cooled me down even though he and i was unhappi wif tat guest too..it was him who had probs wif the guest and when i went to make sure everythin is goin fine..the guest scolded me wifout any reason..he was unhappi for payin $2 for the vehicle..Jus a bloody $2..and he can even tell me "What the fuck you want??..don't raise your voice...i am payin ok!!"..

and i jus felt like takin out my wallet and throw a $2 note at his face and say "I paid for you fucker!"...and the main thing..he didn pay me..it is Sentosa who is payin for me...Can drive a Lancer but jus so difficult for him to give a $2..he later drived off when he see he was outnumbered by us as every single staff was starin at him..and my another in-charged had to come and cool me down...he oso dunno wat 2 do as he saw me fumin...

I hav to and check tomorrow how many complaints hav been lodged against me by guests..the onli consolation i have is tat i didn start the problems and my colleagues were there to witness every single thing tat had happened..

as for now..all i can tell..i m jus goin my way..no-one to disturb and interfere..............

Night Shift....

2009-03-08T21:22:00.003+08:00

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I was kinda excited to hear tat yesterdae nite i was workin..coz its the 1st time i m goin to work at nite..jus 2 ppl..no in-charges..no Vasugi ther..no one to supervise us..we ourselve control the gantry..the onli irritatin part was tat..we gotta handle cash as the Group Arrival Centre(GAC) wuld be close at nite..its kinda stress coz we mus be realli careful when we handle cash..mus hav the exact amount of cash as stated in the system...and i knoe i am quite weak in maths and i got the tendency to go 'kabra' when i handle cash and calculations..but the prospects of gettin an extra $10 for the night shift and the chance to take long breaks were makin me feel a little more enthusiastic..

So it was me and Saiful who were doing night shift..on Fridays and Saturdays there will be 2 ppl workin..so i was kinda quite relieved tat i got a partner to chat wif..As i expected it was realli relaxin and most of the ppl who come in at nite were not makin big fusses..All was goin fine until Saiful went for break...

Even though we can onli take 1hr break each..Saiful and i planned to take 1.5hrs of break each..So Saiful went for break 1st..he went the pantry which was located a few hundred metres from the gantry while i was in the booth..happily playin PSP..then onli got tis weird incident tat realli made me puzzled..While playin PSP..i look up at my computer screen and got a heart-attack..There was one "COM-Taxi Entry" in the screen and i was shocked coz there wasn any taxi tat went in..and before i clear tat..another "COM-Taxi Entry" tat appeared in the screen!!!!

and by then i was like kinda spooked coz no vehicle went in...i looked arnd and still cant spot any vehicle..to make the matter worst I HEARD A FAINT FEMALE VOICE!!!..and by tat time..i was jus hopin tat if i am fated to see smethin supernatural..i wish i can see smethin less frightenin..but lucki for me..Saiful jus returned back in time and i was extremeli relieved..

and the rest of the nite and early mornin went peacefulli except for some rare appearances of "COM-Taxi Entry" tat appeared another 3 or 4 times...but by tat time i was jus so preapred to jus clear them tat i wasn givin alot of attention to it..oso got tis very interestin grp of indian ppl who came in a normal car..inside the car were 8 ppl squeezed..all Indian ppl..mayb at the age grp of 21-23yrs old..except for the driver..all the ppl inside were drunked..if i not wrong i saw 4 gals and 4 boys..and as usual..it was another sight of typical indians...the driver talked to me in Malay and i jus said..its ok..jus talk to me in Tamil..he then sheepishly grinned and said tat he thought i was a Malay..i jus smiled at him and charged him $18..and then i heard tis voice frm the back of the car..."If i see u outside..i will chop u.."...the driver scolded tat fella in the usual vulgar language and said to me "Sorry bro..tis fuckers whu r my frens drink and kay-siaoin.."...i jus smiled and said.."No prob..."

SOooooo...i can say tat i did enjoyed workin at nite as it was fun..interestin and of coz spooky.. When i told Saiful abt my experiences of the weird "COM-Taxi Entry"...he smiled and gav the "haha...u oso kena oready" reaction...

ok folks..gotta sleep...got work 2moro mornin..gotta wake up at 3:45am for the mornin shift..

...Selemat Malam...

Stress Out!

2009-02-23T22:03:00.005+08:00

I am kinda obsess wif my future now...mayb..time is showin me to giv some serious thoughts abt my life...I think so...I dunno wat i am doin nowdaes..Seriousli..its gettin frm bad to worse..Ya..i m jus 17+ year old tis yr..its actualli the age to enjoy coz for we guys..we jus got 2 bloody more years to enjoy before we go the NS..and once we are back from NS...its time to find a stable job..and time will tell the answer for the rest of the time...but then..the thought tat keeps hauntin me is : "Am i in the rite track?"

Hopefulli..the answer is yes...I jus saw my results for my Semester 2...i wasn surprise..
GPA: 1.9..i knoe its the 'reward' for the times i slacked..played a fool..chao class for fun..but then when i was doin this things..i didn realize it..but now..seein tat i jus got 1.9 as my GPA for my semester 2 is a little disheartning to me..But it teached me a new thing..i hav made up my mind..i hav to do my best for the rest of my Poly Life if i wanna enjoy the life i wan..

Lookin at everyone arnd me..i start to realize..i m left out a little..but then..its nt my mistake..its the different perspectives in the life between people tat resulted in a weird situation now tat is leadin to alot of miscommunications..not to forget..misunderstandins too...

and now..the biggest problem..i am daydreamin alot!..it is like..i m realli being obsess wif music nowdaes and wateva song i listen..my mind automatically makes up a scenario..which is like kinda irritatin..its like i m nt in charge of my own mind..WTF?...

Its realli worryin tat i m nt being my normal self..time to do some Soul Searchin?..

Prehaps...unfortunately ya...

Changes...

2009-02-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

So i am back to bloggin..even though ther is a single thing in the world tat inspired me to blog..i jus wanna update for the sake of updatin!...

I jus realized tat tis holidaes realli bring in alot of changes to me..my environment..my social life and i culd jus go on braggin..Lookin back at the past and the present..i jus realize onli some things r genuine while most of the things r kinda temporary..and i m quite contented to know i m making the rite decision..

My current situation is gd and bad the same time..Gd coz i m enjoyin my life..no distractions..no studies..no relationships..Its the ideal kind of lifestyle for me.. Onli LOVING frens..whu always gives me a kol every single day to check out how i am..CARING frens whu takes the extra mile to organize a meetin so tat EVERY single person comes for the get together..KIND frens whu apologize when a dreaded mistake took place..SPECIAL frens whu dones even forget me when i am not even wif them at times always helpin me out..I can jus keep continuing goin on and on..Tis is the kind of Frenship every person seeks for and i am lucki to hav tat...Our New Legacy Mikesss!!!

and ya..of coz abt me..i m extremeli worried abt the changin colour tone of my skin..I m oready quite dark..and now..i m so dark tat all those whu saw me after jus 2 weeks tol me.."Y r u so dark?"..and it left me wonderin how m i goin to be more fairer...mayb i shuld try out Fair & Lovely..Mens 1 of coz...lol..

and ya.i did gain alot of weight,..largely Thanx to the numerous Carrot Cakes.. Kway Teow Goreng and Prawn Sambal wif white rice tat i whack when i hav my breaks..hopefulli i start to lose off and burn some fats before school starts..

ok..tats long enuf..byeeeee!..

Life for now!..

2009-02-10T21:20:00.008+08:00

After a dreaded Thaipusam..outside my hse!

Phew..after such a long break i m back to bloggin after i got a day off..so i jus decided to do a review on how my life is for now..

Yeayee!..i realli increased my social circle of frens after workin at gantry..Realli alot of them..mayb more than 20?..haha..and a person i m realli close to at workplace is Vimala whu will be soon quitin her job to adjust to her marriage..and not to forget..Balan too..and we always hav fun gossipin..and chattin abt gals..haha..cool..

and i hav to admit..i hav let myself down by not pursin my target..coz of the work commitments..another reason for not pursin my target is the sudden desire for food..i started to eat alot..and i m anot even exercisin to burn down the fats..WTH!..i hav started to become very tired and even went lost alot of precious sleep..as a result i m not goin to gym..meet frens..or even come online and blog.. but i am happi wif tis lifestyle as i feel matured now..a sense of responsibility..a sudden wish to study well..mayb i m startin to grow up?..haha..mayb..

Talkin abt being matured..i jus realized..tis year i am 18!!!...Even though its quite pleasant to know tat i m reachin legal age..the worryin part is tat..i m gettin old!..another 10 more years..i wuld be old enuf and will be turnin to an uncle!..wth!..when we r young we always wish to grow up..but when we realli start to grow up..we start to realize tat it isn a easy job to face growin up issues..

As we grow up..more responsibility comes and more problems come..Relationship.. money.. family..dreams..studies..career..future!..oh my goodness..STRESS!!!!!!

ok...i knoe i m realli gettin into u guys nerves by being a paranoid here..so lets look at positive things...and 1 positive thing i hav doin now is...............discoverin myself..i hav jus discovered tat i m actualli a more open kind of person..i start to smile alot and even smile properly..talk openli and i hav discovered tat my 2 special frens whu has gav me an identity tat 'Tis is MY fren Anand frm Northland Sec' still haven 4get me...and i m a happi boi now..leadin a pleasant life..i oso did some changes to my appeareance and i luv the way i am now..

The best part of changin appearance is tat it makes me look like a Malay boi and Uncles whu come to Sentosa talk to me in Malay..Banglahs and Indian contractors whu come ther talk to me in a very weird language which they proclaim as English..Hahahaha!..They oso think i am a different race guy!..Haha..weird ppl!...haha..Even all the gantry staffs thought i was a Malay boi or an Indian Muslim boi until they saw me communicatin in tamil to Balan..

and tats it 4 now..I am jus enjoyin a great peaceful life wif jus work in mind always..of coz my targets r still in my mind and i wuld work towards them soon..

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

SenTosa Gantry

2009-02-03T01:50:00.003+08:00

After some interval..i m back to bloggin again..and i hav to admit..i m startin to enjoy my job at last..workin ther is fun at times..Haha..but its difficult..howeva it is the job's difficulty tat makes it interesting..Of coz i managed to increase my circulation of frens..let me giv some intro of some of them..

Sharifah: Hmm..The onli person i m realli very close to..Indian-muslim..a very gd listener..a person whu can read me well..quite a gd fren whu at times get stress when feel the very least amount of pressure.. funny character..

Ros: Hahaha..one of the most funniest loudest person over ther..Whu kols me "tapered" becoz i wear tapered jeans..Very very gd joker and a person whu understand teenagers even though she is in her early 30s..Whu always disturb me askin me to go clubbin..and break my virginity..Haha.."Apa lah Ros!"..haha..

Aminah: Ok..The extremely loudest 1..a gal whu got indian features but a person whu luvs Malay language so much until she communicate Malay mostly..same age as me and she kols me they "Stylo" boy as i always come in different styles everydae..She today was tellin me tat i always change my style every single day..hairstyle..the way i walk..they way i talk..haha..another person whu bullies me when i react very blurly!..haha..

Fatin: Ok..Another member of the ROS-AMINAH combo..tis 3 gals makes 1 grp.. She kols me "Baby"!!..WTH!..and i still haven find out the reason y she kols me tat way..haha..A well known tom-boy and hav a very big temperament..but to me..she is still gd and often bully me!..and was tellin me tat i look a combo of half gay and half psycho coz i wear tapered jeans and hav a face cut like a retarded..haha..

Azhlan: The 1 wif alot of advises..a very gd thinker and welcome ppl easily makin them feel gd..very clever and and alwasy help me when i get into trouble.. He too understands my problem ther and always giv useful ideas..

Vimala: The 1 whu i thought very arrogant..but she isn bad..its jus tat her personality is like tat..At times she dont smile but then..she isn such a bad character too..Quite pretty too..lol..

Balan: A very skilled worker..professional in his job and clever too..he can easily handle the guests and help them at times..very funny and jovial..workin wif him is extremely fun..

Rahman & Hazim: The typical malay boys kind..interestin and the latter is a more direct person..rahman is more of quieter but capable of being the funny and loud guy..

Prakash: Another Malaysian ther..very direct and speaks alot of bad words.. haha..it was fun when i was under him for the 1st day..both of us were usin so much of bad words..haha..coolios!

The in-charges - Siva..Diva..Letchmi : All nice ppl esp Diva whu always help me and guide me thru..Siva is at times work work oriented but a great charcater too..Letchmi is always is work oriented to me..nvr she talks abt person stuffs to me..

Of coz ther is Suzie and Ammalina whu i manage to get along very easily and whu establish a great relationship wif me..fun ppl ther r..esp Suzie the more louder of the two..and ya nt to forget Reena..the soccer star of the female Spore team..and tis 3 kols me the "emo boy" as i most of the time quiet and confined to myself..

Tats actualli a very long intro..ok..time to sleep!..byeeeeeee!!

Busy Days!

2009-01-27T21:52:00.004+08:00

Ok guys..i m back..and currently spottin a new look..wif extremeli short hair!..

Yea..i know tat the hairstyle is a far contrast frm wat i had for the past 4 mths.. Havin long hair is cool..but now..coz of the stupid barber..i had to adjust wif a very short hair..makin me look more immatured..i look like the guy i used to be in Secondary School wif short hair..but no choice..i gotta go wif it..Bad Haircut i had!..argh!

Anyways..those whu hav been followin my blog and 'my most of the time' irritatin posts..wuld hav known tat i m employed at Sentosa..workin as a Admission Host..my department is the gantry..Here it involves abt the admissions mainly.. The cashcards..the money..the tickets and etc..Those whu comes Sentosa regularly may know what is the purpose of a gantry..

& actualli mainly..the gantry department is mainly made up of alot of malays and indians except for some Chinese Staff..Most of them are very frenli except for some who don't realli smile when u smile at them!..quite pathetic but tats the situation at times..The gantry team has realli alot of ppl and its realli fun workin ther when ther is stable traffic comin in..Usually the tempers flare durin the peak hrs like wat happen durin tis Chinese New Years..I had to work extra hrs..run arnd the whole place..usher the vehicles..get the payment advise..and process it..write down important details..and the difficult part is usin the damn walkie!..Tats realli difficult..

and i m so busy and tired nowdaes tat i hav no time to come online or blog..even though i m extremeli tired today..after a neck brakin tirin 2 days of work..i jus wanna blog so as to giv some info abt my job..ok..tats long enuf!..& i m extremeli sleepi tat i m goin 2 drop dead on my table..so i betta make a move..

& the current song i m addicted to is my profile's song..is the song nice?..

Of coz it wuld be!..lol!

Ok..wait 4 me bed..Gd Nite!..

Byeeeeeeeeeeee!

HaVoC BroZ...Comback II

2009-01-19T21:45:00.003+08:00

AnanD

Jaya

Pravin

Vicnes

Jeyan

Muhes

Ahil

Dinmak

HaVoC BroZ...
Jaya...Jeyan..Muhes..Vicnes..Pravin..Dinmak..Ahil..Anand...

It has been a long time since we all came together and slack..disturb each other as well as also the passer-bys who walk arnd the places we slack..Laugh at each other's stupidity and enjoy the relaxin life..

& its time tat we shuld make our comeback..and enjoy the life we used to hav..Wateva problems we had..wateva misunderstandins we had..wateva bad things we had..lets burn the negative incidents and bury them deep into the ground..coz..the happiness we had were infinity times bigger and precious!..we want them back!..Remember tat Broz..

As for my part...if i had done anythin wrong..Please forgive me..and lets be back to the golden times..the times wher we had our own belongin always laughin and smilin!..

HaVoC BroZ Always!!

Happi Bdae Dad!

2009-01-18T19:42:00.003+08:00

Dad wif one of his fren's daughter!

Dad cuttin the cake..at 12:01:35am on 18/01/2009..lol

Dad and Mum..Lovin couple!..lol..hahaha

Dad and Mum again but the pic is dark!

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Yea!..Happi Bdae Dad!..Thanx for being a great Daddy to me..Yea..As every typical Indian hse,we two usualli will be at loggerheads but still...the trust and luv we hav for each other is still ther..

I am happi 2 be a filal son to u..tryin my best to be a gd son tat always exceed ur expectations..I hav made u worried at times..made u suffer at times..waste ur hard-earned money..But frm now..i promise that i will be the kind of son u expect me to be..

& once again..Happi Bdae Dad!..

Wish u all the best Dad..and i promise u tat as soon as i m workin..u will be well taken care off and be happi always..Luv u Dad!

I m employed!!

2009-01-16T21:45:00.003+08:00

Finally..i m employed..Yeayeeeeeeeee!!..

I got the Admission Host job tat i applied..Yahoooooo..Jus 2 days ago on Wednesdae i went for the interview and the next day itself i got a call frm ther to join them soon..Yahoooooooo!!...Coolios!...Howeva Thanx to Ahil whu recommended me to 1 of the main in-charge ther..Thanx brother!!..yea..there is oso Shantni whu was helpin me out wif it..& ya...Pavithra oso got a job ther..even though its for a short period of time..she still got a job ther..Great siah!

Ok abt the interview..my interviewers were very friendly and were realli makin me feel gd..As a result i did manage to answer them quite well.In my opinion,i did made some gd impression of myself to them and it did helped me..Howeva honestly speakin..i didn expect them to respond to me positively in jus 1 day..Thanx to Ahil's recommendation too..

& finally..i m goin 2 earn!..Yeayeeeeeeeeeee!!

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Tis part of post is 4 Shantni whu took the effort to make a post 4 me for my employment at Sentosa..Realli Thanx buddy!..and i m prepared to maeke the trips to Harbourfront MRT Station wif u to take the sentosa bus to Sentosa!..

Now i m an Sentosa Islander too..hahaha!..coolios!

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& tis is 1 of my Fav..Ahil took the effort to blog abt his frens and i m featured too.. He wrote abt all his frens..and gav a short intro to every1..damn nice of my fren rite?..Mayb i should oso create a post like tat in future for HaVoC BroZ..Yea!..tats frenship..HaVoC BroZ..we treasure our frenship alot..as we always say..we may hav alot of frens..but HaVoC BroZ r always special..coz its our grp..Tats wher we Belong..

Muhes..Jaya..Ahil..Pravin..Jeyan..Dinmak..Vicnes and me..HaVoC BroZ always!..

Adiyoz Samigo!

In Search of Job!

2009-01-09T23:09:00.006+08:00

Argh!..it is tat hard to find job!..Aiyah..my 2 & 1/2 mths holidaes is nearin and i need a job to support me financialli..as well also help me to kill off time..I hav decided to apply for job at Sentosa after get motivated frm seein Ahil enjoyin his work there..& after hearin Shantni is goin back to Sentosa to work again..i was quite interested to join them too..

So i wanted to apply for Admissions Host which Ahil is workin as..and also Attractions Host which Shantni is workin as..Even though the latter job is requirin me to be more outgoing which i am not..i jus goin 2 giv a try 4 it after some assurance from Shantni.. However as i was applyin for the job online...i got stucked and had 2 seek help frm Shantni alot of time until i gave up..Wanted 2 ask Ahil after sch but didn meet him..So..i would be applying for the Job by Monday again..

Anyways here are some Pics we took during Breakout 2 today..

Me and Shamira..at the E3 port!...hahaha..

Me..Shamira..and Kavi priya..the tallest to the shortest...hahahahahahahahahaha!

Kavipriya..Pavithra..Me as usual spoilin the pic and its shamira!

Can u see some1 spoilin the pic?..haha..i sleepin at E3!...haha

anyways..i know it is weird but i suddenli wanna see Om Shanti Om movie..

Can any1 whu has tat movie lend it to me?..hahahaha..lol!..

Ok..now..chaoin time..adiyoz Samigo!

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Back to School!

2009-01-05T23:08:00.005+08:00

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Hahaha..tis is the reaction i got from many today when i went to school..After 3 weeks of borin borin holidaes..At last i m back to school..and i m not complain about goin 2 sch but i m damn happi 2 be back in school..Holidaes pushed me to the verge of commitin suicide from boredom..and i seriousli feel school is beta..The onli bad thing is tat i cant sleep for long hours..But still no probs..coz i do enjoy school at times when i m wif frens wher u can laugh out so loud..lol..

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Yea..Hahaha..school is great coz we get the chance to make fun of alot of people..Hahaha.. and of coz..we do get bullied at times...and i m always the victim of bulllyin..and school today was great..Dressed up in a formal shirt which was my New Year Shirt and my fav black jeans..I was very formal today..People were askin whether i goin for dinner later..any marriage?..functions?..haha..vicnes even went 2 the extent of sayin tat i look like an old timer!..WTH!...hahaha..

Breakout 1 :
was as usual spent with Kavipriya..Dinmak..Pavithra...Shamira and Ahil..As usual i was maintainin my silence and others were chit chattin..

Meeting 2:
Then was back in class for meetin 2 and was realli into work..Researchin for the Problem Statement..Phew..can say i did work hard..Hahaha..and the best Part..i manage to finish uo 4 slides of mine and Hajirah by 12pm..Hahaha..coolios!...

Breakout 2:
Ok..Had a very gd lunch in class after Faci ordered Pizzas..I think 4 or 5 pizzas wif drumlets.. somethin like hashbrown..and a few big bottles of cold drinks..After tat i went down 2 meet Chandru and group..Ok..let me list down all their name:
Chandru..Raja..Dinesh..Ram..Anand..Suren..Jeyan..Dinmak..Vicnes..Ahil..Muhes..Sham.. Justin..and of coz there are Sugan..Jaya..Reff..whu wasn ther 2dae..They r realli a funny bunch of ppl and being wif them is such a joy tat i was laughin so much....Damn funny siah..Hahaha...Was disturbin Ram and also the gals whu were walkin past our area.. opposite W3 ther..hahaha..so fun and hilarious..coolios siah!..hahahaha..

Meetin 3:
Borin..Nothin to say..Jus presented well..Tats all..the rest of the time was jus surfin the net..

School Ended:
As usual..wif frens..Bharathi..Jeyan..Ahil..Kavipriya..Dinmak..and Pavithra lepakin wif them b4 goin 2 Causeway wher we meet Muhes and Vicnes whu were oready ther..

My school ended wif me walkin back home all the way frm school..Fun but tirin walk..

Ok..gotta ply psp now..so byeeeee....adiozzzzzzz!

Resolutions?..

2009-01-05T15:14:00.008+08:00

Ok..i m back bloggin..

Actualli many ppl were askin me "Wat's ur New Year Resolution?" and i went 'eh?'...I don remember makin New Year Resolutions for my previous New Years.. Even if i did made any..i don think i did followed tat..But tis year..let me start a new trend to myself..I hav decided to jus create a list of New Year Resolutions!

1. I wanna grow up!!
-I am still an immatured idiot wif an unbroken voice..Need to change tat!..Time to grow up! and stop behaving like an 10yr Old kid!..lol..

2. I hav to stop being Lame..
-I wish to stop being a Lamer tis time round wif my stupid Jokes!

3. I need to find work and start savin again..
-The current recession around the global is pushin m into financial difficulties and i m goin broke!..Luckily for me..the 2 and 1/2 mth holidaes is comin and i wanna find a work and start savin so tat can help dad manage household expenses..

4. Work properly at School..
-I gotta buck up and start takin my studies seriousli and stop playin RISK alot..Hahaha..cannot chao alot of classes and lepak at Library often tis yr.. Oready my Year 1,Semester 2 grades sufferin..need to change tat!

5. Go learn Soccer Skills..
-Yea..i hav suffered a very deep in form after losin contact wif soccer after leavin Secondary School..Very rare do i play and even if i do..i jus run arnd like a man being chased by a dog aimlessly or jus stand at 1 corner prayin tat i wont be embarrased..At least tis yr i should start upgradin my skills so as to at least be considered as a worthy opponent...

6. AT LAST..REACH MY SELF-SET TARGET!!..
-Tis is the most important Resolution of mine for tis New Year..and i m quite determined to get wat i want..i hav got people whu can help me achieve it and mainli i got the motivation to achieve it too!..and tats the most impt Resolution for me..as it can may turn out to be a Turnin Point in my Life!...

So in simple words..i m jus aimin 3 things for tis New Year!

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Yea..i wan money to make myself Happi financialli..The WILL Power to spur me on..and the Respect tat i wan from everyone!..Simple...

There are of coz the small small desires for the year but i m jus goin to stop here as i don wan 2 set alot of things and at last end up being a loser..lol..

Ok..its my turn to present the Powerpoint..so i m leavin for now..Will be back soon..adiozzzzzz!=)

Steppin into 2009!

2009-01-01T22:22:00.003+08:00

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& yea..my 1st post for 2009 has finalli come..so i wish to start off tis post by wishin everyone a Happi New Year!...

so let me reflect on 2008..

2008 is 1 of the best years of my life..alot of events took place..Going into RP wif jus the Northland gang..i made so many uncountable frens..so much tat it will take some time to list everyone down!..i think tats the best thing tat hav happen 2 me in 2008..Thank you guys..

Of coz i did had 1st brushes wif luv which failed at last but no prob still..Hahaha!..Valuable Lessons..Actualli i can say tat 2008 taught me alot of valuable lessons..Alot of education i recieved and it was a 'Learnin Year' for me..

Nevertheless i still hail 2008 as my 1 of my best years!..

So wats my 2009 Resolution?
Actualli i don hav any main resolutions ..i m jus gonna follow tis:

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Yea..Jus enjoy life tis year too and ignore the negative incidents..Jus goin to work towards my aim and mayb tat can be my New Year Resolution...Hope i can reach it..but wif my sudden obsession of food..i m worried i may not be able to reach my target!..

Okayys..i wanna enjoy life..so i goin 2 enjoy now by relaxin..so meet u all wif next post..Byeeeezzzz!!

Hahaha!

Happi Bdae to Pavithra!!

2008-12-29T23:09:00.008+08:00

Happi Bdae Pavithra!

Ok..tis post shuld be 3 days ago or at least 2 days ago..but i was waitin for the pics but as i still haven receive everythin..i m jus postin wif few pics which i grabbed frm Shantni's Blog..sorry Shantni..

Ok..here comes the post!..

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Happi Bdae to my dear Fren Pavithra..
I m sure tat u enjoyed the Surprise Bdae Celebs for u and i m very happi 2 make u happi!..
and i think u knoe whu is the very impt person whu made tis celebrations a success..and i take tis opportunity to thank tat special person..Thanks!

and here is a short msg frm me to u:
Hello Ma'am..its jus few mths since i knoe u but we oready hit off like old pals and i m very happi 2 be a fren of urs..u hav helped me in alot of issues and i will always remeber tat.. and Happi Bdae to you..God bless wif u Happiness..Peace..Love..Education..and everythin nice and sweet in tis world..wish u long lived blessed and blissful life wif ur Loved ones.. and u can be assured tat u hav a fren called Anand to rely on..=)..

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and here r same pics we took..credits to Shantni and Ahil!

Tats me wif Vicnes's Cap and Dinmak's glasses!

Me again!

A pic i realli like..was hidin when Pavithra came!

Me givin a terrifed reaction when i was forced 2 seat on the railin..wif ahil..pravin..and hmm..dunno his name..sorry..

All the guys involved(wifout Jaya as he left early)

Again us..and i was as 2 bend again!..WTH!

OMG!..i was givin an improper pose!..nt my fault..its a candid shot!

and phew..26th December was a great day in my life as i got few new frens!!..

signin off..

AnanD RaJ

Stupid Idiotic Retard!

2008-12-25T00:34:00.004+08:00

I m tired off doin reviews on my daily actions and i knoe many of u readers hate readin those borin details of wat i am doin everydae and plannin to stone me..so today i am goin to free all of u frm tat toture by jus talkin somethin in general..

i jus realized tat i gettin more idiotic..lazy and stupid!..haha..i knoe i m oready a proven stupid..lazy idiotic pig!..but i m gettin more worser!..WTH!..all thanks to the holidaes!..i realize i am up to crazy stuffs and behavin like an 5yr old kid!..too immatured!..and guess wat..i start to luv Hot Pink colour!..hahaha!.. but don think i m am transexual..metro-sexual or 'wat so eva-sexual'..y cant boys like pink when girls like black?..sensible?..of coz it is!..a beautiful but crazy argument!..

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About my increasin idiotic nature..i hav seriousli no ideas how it is increasin every day and how i m goin to handle it..mayb..i should jus listen to the followin advise and prevent myself from showin my identity to others..Hahahahaha!

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Tats a fact..stupid ppl ask questions which are stupid..and in the and stupidity is being shown!...and i m increasingly exposed to the nature of stupidity and becomin a..STUPID!.go ask my frens and 1 common word tat everyone can describe me as is: DUMB!..which means..stupid!Hahaha..

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Get stupid ppl..its the hottest trend now..hahaha...let me share wif u 1 of my favourite comment..

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Dont u gals agree?..hahaha..but no matter how stupid a guy is..u gals still go crazy over him..cool shit eh!..hahahaha!

But no matter wat..stupid ppl..lazy ppl..and idiotic retards always get the attention coz..we r unique!..unique in a humourous way..we make people laugh!...hahahahaha..

and ya..today is 25th December 2008..and its Christmas...

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Merry Christmas to all of u..await the arrival of Santa Claus knockin on ur doors due to widely inavailability of chimineys in Spore...hehehe..

Signin off..a Retard wif a name known as

Anand Raj!

Worn Out!

2008-12-23T00:35:00.004+08:00

After trainin in gym..a pic taken in the toilet!

Phew!..Wat a day i had!..i m practically so worn out tat i guess tat i goin to take very long to type tis post..Ok..let me do review on today..oops..its oready a new day..i mean let me do a review on 22 December 2008..

Ok..as usual..i woke up reluctanly about 12pm..and was not plannin to leave my bed but brother kept coming and irritatin me..as a result i had to wake up..

The day started off slow..and as usual i was holidin on to my PSP and playin the same game..Fifa 09..its the onli game tat i realli play interestly..and i was playin it till 4pm watchin a funny movie at the same time..

Actualli the plan was to go gym at 6pm for me..but one glance at my wallet made me abondand tat plan and come wif a Plan B.."Joggin!!"..i jus realized i m facin "Financial Times!!(in Jeyan's term)"..it means i m facin financial constraints!..WTH!...Howeva i still heck care it and i jus carry out my Plan B and return back home 6:45pm..gasping for air..but i still carried out my "Post-Joggin Exercises"..tats when Ahil called me to gym..i was oready extremeli tired and he was sayin he need help and he said he treat me to gym today..and at last agreed to go..

Trainin ther as usual was normal but i was sufferin coz of the Post-Joggin effects..Howeva at the end of day..i hav to credit Ahil for realli exposin me to alot of exercise and trainin..I was worn out..seriousli..was limpin all the way back home but was satisfied at the same time tat i hav worked my socks off today!..

and at home..my dad was makin me laugh..after a small drinkin session wif his frens..he was came home and spurted nonsense and was behavin like a typical drunkard..Jeyan once tol me.."You can see the orginal identity of a person when tat person is drunk..."..and i jus realized today tat my dad does hav a humourous side of him..haha...late discovery!..haha..

ok guys..i m so worn out tat i m strugglin to stay awake and for all of ur info..i took 1 hr and 05mins to type out tis post..enough said..

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Changin?..Yes!!

2008-12-20T01:30:00.004+08:00

I actualli luv tis pic alot..a picture tat shows the changes tat are takin place!

Thanks 4 the edit Bharathi!

I am quite contented wif the steps i m takin in order to find my trueself..YES!.. Finally..i got the motivation to change myself for good..There are various reasons for me to go through tis self-inflicted Changing Process..but 1 main reason is: I hav to show others tat i m nt the same AnanD...i m a changed man now..esp to tat gal..whu walked out upon me!..

Frens hav made observations tat i tend to hav very low self esteem at times and there has been of coz numerous advises and suggestions to change my opinion..However..for me..all tis while..i felt tat i m ok..i don feel i under-estimate myself..but NOW!...i realized tat i did under-estimate myself at many occasions..and i now hav to show my frens tat i m a new man!

Woohoo!..and i am visitin the gym frequently wif Ahil and i he did notice the change in me..physically as well as mentalli..nt onli he noticed the change tat almost all my frens did..Yea!..my hardwork is payin off!...and of coz..i came up wif a plan to stay fit always..I jus made up my mind to visit gyms on alternate days and jog on the vacant free days..for example..1 day Gymin..the next day joggin..then back to gymin and then joggin..I knoe it is easy to say and hard to carry it out.. However..tis time round..i m serious abt it and i hav set a dateline to accomplish my aim..22 Nov 2009!..Yes!..by my next Bdae..i mus reach my target and i am happi tat i hav great frens whu will help me wif it..!..

...Expect to see a new AnanD soon...

HaVoC BrotherZ

2008-12-08T20:01:00.003+08:00

Here are some pics and video we took durin our sec sch life..after viewin them..read the post below tis post..It will giv u the reason y i suddenli wanted to talk abt Sec Life..don 4get to read it

The Fightin video we took..hehe..i was the cameraman..Kutti Sateesh..vicnes..then Ahil..was there..I was the editor too..hehe..

The video we took under Jaya Blk..1st person was Ahil while the other was Sakthies.. nt tat clear..but a memory 4 us..Ahil edit the video..

My most Fav pic for the Prom Nite..HaVoC BrotherZ..

The Pic we took after the Prom Nite and before the mini-adventure!..Hehehe..

Always HavoC BroZ..don mind me eh..i look like as if i sick old man!

The Pic we took when we r abt to eat..i was fatter last time!..hehe..

Missin Sec Sch Days...

2008-12-08T19:15:00.003+08:00

The reason for me to put some Prom Nite photos and two videos in the post on top of is post tat..i wanted to go behind time and take a look at my Sec Sch Life.. Why??..Here comes the story..

As usual as i was sittin starin at my laptop..i got a glimpse of my Sec 4 Class Photo..I was brought behind time..I jus realized how i miss those days in my Sec sch..The arguments we had..the fites we had..the teasin off people..the playin off soccer after sch..the interesting Ms.Saras..the irritatin but laughable discipline master Mr.Muthu...the fun arguments between class..wow..i can jus keep goin on and on..Those were the best 4 years of life..

Every teenagers wuld say tat Sec sch was the best part of their life coz tats wher we r exposed to the world..and i do agree to it..We r able to meet people from different walks of life..able to experience the ever-changin trends..able to gain more knowledge on life and of coz get matured!!..

I have to say tat i didn like my Sec 1 and Sec 2..coz of the different problems i had to face..actualli they were my faults..my arrogance..my irritatin attitude were the reasons..however even though it was bitter experiences but were learnin adventures..

Sec 3 and Sec 4 the wonderful chapters of Life..the years were HaVoC BrotherZ officialli became a group..the fame we had in our sch and outside sch..the support from people we had..wow..it was damn cool to be in such a position wher u r famous..Let me list down some of the prominent members of the grp..

Jaya..Muhes..Pravin..Ahil..Sakthies..Vicnes..Dinmak..Jeyan..Kashwin..Kutti Sateesh..and of coz me!..Almost everyday after school..the "Old Court" was the place we head to..Playin soccer ther was another fun thing tat all of us luved..the atmosphere wif the constant jokes and humourness..I wanna experience tat again..

Of coz comes the fun parts of cursing of our teachers..not attendin classes..the toilet we lepak..disturbin our teachers and fellow students..pranks..and etc..all were fun moments..i don remember a sad incident during tat Golden Period of time..Yea..there were stressful incidents where 'O' Levels pressurize..even at tat period of time..there were still the Fun mood where we talk cock instead of studyin at Library..and at last came the Prom Nite which was a celebration of the end of Sec Life..

I hav to say the Prom Nite was realli a great time..I still remember Sakthies plannin to whack one fella whu made probs..fun siah life..and ya..and ther was tis adventure after Prom Nite..hehehe..HaVoC BrotherZ will still remember it i guess..Hahahahaha!...a learnin experience for esp me!..Hahahaha..

Bye Guys!..

AnanD RaJ

Happi Bdae Akka!

2008-12-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

Happi Bdae my sister..U r nt here to celebrate wif us but be happi at heaven..if u r here..u wuld hav been 18yrs old but its ok akka..even though u r nt here..we still luv u..i miss u akka..Luv u alwayz!

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Today..6 December 2008 is my elder sis Gayathri's Bdae but sadli she isn't wif us now but we still remember her and prayed 4 her..If she is here..she shuld be 18yrs Old.. However..we hav to undergo wat the fate says..

Comin to today..I hav to say i m damn sleepi coz of the lack of sleep..I had to wake up at 6am in the mornin so as to go to a temple in Malaysia wif family..and the previous nite i slept at 1am onli..5hrs of sleep is nvr eva enuf 4 me..and i was strugglin to stay awake in the bus when we were goin to the causeway..Once clearin the damn crowded Singapore immigration after 20mins..Dad..sis and i took bus to the Malaysia immigration while brother and mum took the next bus..The causeway was so jammed tat we had to get down in the middle of the busy road..nt even half way to the immigration..In the end we had to walk all the way there..after clearin tat immigration..We went to a temple smehwer situated in the inner parts of JB..it was a beautiful temple and we prayed for our dead elder sis..obviousli dad didn join in coz he don even hav any thoughts abt our akka..but i wont blame him..Tats his nature!.

After finishin the temple visit..we went back to JB to eat..My Lunch for the day:3 Plates of Mutton Briyani..1 shot..i finish everythin..i was damn hungry..and was considerin a 4th plate but dad was complainin tat its late..so i had to drop tat plan..Hahahahaha!..

After the lunch..we headed back to Singapore and it was more faster tis time round..and again...i was damn sleepi especialli after a heavy and fantastic lunch...was realli realli strugglin hard to stay awake..at last it was still not fruitful as i ended up sleepin ther itself..Hehehe..

I came back home..played psp before attackin 2 Pratas tat my auntie bought for me..Hehehe..and here i am at last bloggin..

& ya..before i leave..i wish to upload another editin work of mine..dunno y but i start to luv editin pics..Thanks to the influences of Kasturi..and Jeyan..seein their edit works
motivated me to edit too..

It shuld be my akka's pic but unfortunately..it is me..
$ignin off
AnanD

Pastor AnanD!

2008-12-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

My best Edit so far..Luv it alot..

Tats my best edit and i realli luv it alot..how is it guys??.Its another day packed wif alot of events where i was wearin like a Pastor!!.Pastor Anand..My new name!!Hahaha..Let me review on my day..

As usual..i was late for sch..steppin inside class exactly at 9:37am!..aiyah.. every single day i am late and its so common to see (-0.5) for my daily grades..Dad is always punctual and even though i m a younger version of him..i don hav his character...I am always late for everythin coz i follow Tamilan timin...Hahaha..

Ok..comin back to today..Breakout 1 was spent wif Shantni 1st as i was helpin her wif VB codes..WTF??..Anand??..VB codes??..Hahaha..wat a mismatch!!..but tats the reality..i manage to help out many wif the VB codes..Yesterdae was Kavipriya..2dae was Shantni..Hahaha..woohoo..but the credits shuld deserve to Bharathi whu was the one send me her codes..help me understand it..Simpli..i copied her..Hahaha!..but i gettin the credits instead of her..Hahaha..but i take tis opportunity thank Bharu..Thanks eh Best Fren!!..Hahaha..

The other half of Breakout 1 was wif Pavithra & Dinmak at the Library jus talkin cock..Meetin 2 was a disaster for me as i was quiet all the way and didn do anythin at all..didn even utter 1 word!..During Breakout 2 i was in a dilemma whether to go meet my normal group or go to coffeeshop wif Raja and all as they were askin me y i don lepak wif them..however at last i ended up draggin Shamira to library frm her Class..Hahahahahaha!..

The rest of the Breakout 2 went fine wif meetin my akka Kanaga frm TP..she looked great..and i am happi tat she listened to me..Thanks akka..then teachin Rubini the VB codes..Hahaha..lepakin wif Shamira..Pavithra..dinmak.. Kavitha..Rubini..and Kavipriya..Quite fun to be wif them..AT 2pm when back class..did my stupid slides..then chat in msn all the way before presentin and went to send Bharathi to MRT station b4 comin back to Library and lepak wif Kavipriya..Shamira..Pavithra..Dinmak and Jeyan..

Its another wonderful day in our everlastin frenship...was laughin our heart loud and seriousli enjoyin life..Hahaha..when frens r arnd..happiness finds us.. It was realli so fun and enjoyable..esp Jeyan as usual whu was jokin arnd..Goin home time was the best when Pavithra put a song which motivates us to dance.. Jeyan was imitatin the "Old timers" dance step and was sayin how 20yrs later when we become "Old timers"...our dance step will be criticized by the new generation...Hahahaha!...cool siah!...Hahaha..

The Day ended i stealin Shmamira's tudong and pass it to Dinmak whu made it look as if i took the Tudong back to my home..Hahaha..
Frens r Angels whu make us happi..

She may hav been dead..but she is still wif us..

2008-12-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

What i gonna write abt wuld be unbelievable to many..some ppl don believe on it..while many may believe..i m the latter..i believe in it..tats y i m writin abt it..

Well...i hav a elder sis actualli..i hav nt seen her before..coz she died before i came out from my mum's womb..She was jus 2days old when she died..Gayathri.. my elder sis..Why m i suddenli talkin abt her??..coz..she is in my hse rite now..as a spirit..lookin at mum..luvin her still..

My mum is a very spiritualli inclined person...For the past few nights..after everyone goes to sleep..esp after my dad sleeps...tis incident keeps happening.. When my mum is sleepin..she hears smeone wif a faint female voice call her "amma"..Once she hears the voice she wakes up..onli to find no one in sight..

Tis kept repeatin everydae and she was still unable to deduct whether its jus illusion..

And when one of her very spiritualli inclined uncle koled her today..she tol him abt tis repeated incidents..he asked her whether she hav any dead child??..and my mum said ya.. he tol my mum to wait and promise her to kol back as soon as possible...and he did..and he revealed a very shockin thing!...

He said he went to pray after wat my mum said and he said he saw my elder sister while he was prayin..he tol her tat she is a very pretty gal wif fair complexion and very chubby..He continued tat she is now a god in my house and come to meet my mum as she luv my mum alot..she luvs my mum onli and she wanna get the attention of my mum..He then rounded up the conversation wif my mum sayin tat we should pray to her..

When mum tol me tis when i came back after sch..i was realli wishin y did my akka had 2 die..coz i always luv to hav elder sister but i don hav one blood sister..

However i still hav akkas out ther..i realli appreciate them even though i didn share the same womb wif them..

To my Akka..Gayathri:

You are not here..but u always in our heart..I knoe u r up ther lookin at us..showin luv to us..I luv u akka..u left us half-way..but u always in our minds..

Ur 18th Bdae is comin..6 Dec..Wish u a Happi Bdae Akka..Luv U..

To my akkas out ther:

I didn share the same womb wif u all but thanks alot for treatin me like ur own bro..I appreciate it..Thanks..=)

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Before i finish tis post..i gotta thank Shantni so much for helpin me wif the blog..from the main pics to the taggin board's properties..She did everythin 4 me..To top it off all..she mentioned me in her blog..Such a sweet fren i hav..

Tis is wat she write:

i've been helping anand out with his blogand he was just grateful enough to do thisfor me...

that was uber sweet of him right?ahhahaha.and yeah, thats why i say i love my friends

Thanks alot Shantni..Its jus a smal tiny tiny tiny tiny thing i can do 4..=)

Frens are the Best Boons from God!

2008-12-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

Lookin smewher..but no idea wher!...hehe!

I m cuttin the cake..woohoo!..1st time cuttin cake!!

Blowing the Candles!!..wind oso help me blow...hehehe..

Jaya lightin up the candles!

I feedin Bharathi!

I knoe its oready 1 week and 2 days since i turn 17 but i still wish to go back to the Unforgetabble Occasion for me..

As my heading suggest..i wish to talk abt my valuable frens whu made me happi cleberating my Bdae..on monday 24 November 2008..As usual i came late for sch and knowing that it is Computing Lesson tat day i thought of coming to sch at 11am jus nice to attend the 2nd meeting...However..being a tamilan..i hav to follow the tradition of being late for every single thing and i came at 11:40am.. Knowing that i won't grade any good grade for going this late..i jus decided to lepak in the library all alone and was trying to brainwash my frens to skip 3rd meetin and lepak wif me..When it was 12pm..i went to see Bharathi as usual and also see her two frens before wishin Happi Bdae to Kanaga as her Birthdae was tat day itself!..

The other members of my group went somewhere and since Bharathi tol me tat she can slack till 2:30pm..she decided to stay wif me..We jus talk cock..lepak at benches and at last went to W4 to buy drink for her fren..Pavithra came there after meeting smeone...we were there for a while..waitin for this unknown fren of Bharathi to call..and at last when we leave W4 & headed outside..

There was my whole group of frens..welcoming me wif a Bdae cake laid on the table..It was realli a shock as i didn expect tat at all..Then onli they said that they planned it the day before and also in the mornin of the day itself.. Bharathi didn hav any fren whu asked her to buy drink nor others were busy in class as i expected..So sweet of them as i hav nvr cut cake for a long time and enjoyed my Bdae..I think the last one was mayb 11yrs back?..Nevertheless tis Bdae was an unforgettable occasion..They bought me a cool T-shirt wif 3 wonderful ear-studs..I realli luv them!

i still stick to my point tat Frens r Boons from Gods...Now let the Pictures above do the Talkin...

Before i sign off...I wish to say smethin...

"Thanks my Dear Frens for this wonderful and unforgettable Bdae Celebration for me..I realli apprecitae it and i realli luv u all..."

& Thanks to all those whu wished me!..I Appreciate it!!

Happi 17th Bdae to........me!!..=)

2008-11-26T13:50:00.000+08:00

Credits to my Buddy Kasturi for tis pic..=)..Thanks buddy!

Finalli....i m back bloggin!..After an interval of 6 days!...& ya..finalli...

I M 17!!!...At last i m 17yrs old and its a unforgettable year with tragedies.. worries..Happiness..Joy...stress and all kind of emotions were shown in tis yr.. Even my Bdae was a very unforgettable one for me..I realli luv tis Bdae alot..

Ok..22 November 2008..the day i reach the 17yrs old mark!..The day started wif kols exactly at 12am and a 'cake-less' candle came to my room..mum brought a candle to my room and asked me to blow it..even though there wasn cake..it was realli sweet..I reall luv it.

Howeva..The day was borin..it was quite borin and i was bored all the way till Ahil gav me a kol askin me whether i wanna go see movie wif him..jaya and Vicki..I accepted immediately coz i badly wanted to see the movie Vaaranam Aayiram..Addin to the factor was the desire to step into a Theatre after a very very very very long time..More than 7yrs back!..

Dad bought me a Jeans last time which i still haven wear yet..It was nice and i had to agree to my mum tat Dad has a gd taste in chossing clothes..I decided to wear it and went to see the movie wif them..Upon reachin them..the 3 of them wished me and i was contented wif it..We went to watch the movie and i mus accept tat it was such a great movie..

Its one of the best movie i hav eva watched and i m realli realli impressed by it.. It was very emotional and almost made me and my frens cry but in the end we still enjoyed the movie..I will see the movie soon again..=)

My day ended as the movie ended but in the end..i did enjoy my Day and felt realli happi 2 be wished by many ppl..=)

Crush!!

2008-11-21T14:06:00.000+08:00

Crush..

Ok..I hav jus discovered that i started to like some one but tat some one doesn't know me and i also dunno anythin abt her..Hahahaha..Stupid rite me??..But wat to do...haha..ok let me tell my story..

Last Wednesday...19/11/08..i had to go NUH for my dental..after the check up..i took the train at Dover MRT Station to go back home..Tats when i saw tis gal whu was leanin at the sides of the door..I stood opposite at her..Tat was when i noticed she look damn pretty..The attracting feature of her was..her sweet looking face..She looked extremely sweet wif innocence written all over her face..

She looked very shy to look around all the people from different walks of their life in the MRT..She then saw me and immediately drop her head down and started to look at my dirty Brown shoes..Her reaction was damn cute and her sweetness and innocence was realli makin me smile alot..

I can bet anyone she is a damn damn damn damn sweet gal wif damn gd charatcter and personality..

I started to admire her till i reach my destination.. While i leave..i smiled at her and she saw me and smiled back..I was damn Happi but then i knoe its jus a MRT crush..Hahaha..But even then..her face become fixed in my mind..and i am a person whu can nvr remember a person's face just after a 1st meetin..But her face was realli in my mind..Realli wished i had talk to her but then..too bad..it will be damn random to talk to a stranger all of a sudden..

However its jus tat i find her attractin in a way..but guys..i don luv her her or wat so eva..if i did tat..i shuld be chased around the place wif brooms!..

And ya..1 more thing to add..she is a Malay..Hahaha..but i saw smethin different in her..she isn't like the typical Singaporean teenager..she seemed damn well mannered and damn sweet..

I knoe tat all those readin tis post will be thinkin tat i shuld be beaten up for being so irritatin and brag about a gal whu i dunno at all but..tats wat they kol. wat "Crush can do"..

Hahaha...

Happi Bdae Sister!

2008-11-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

SiSter & Mum!

My Dear Sister has become 16 years old officalli..18 November..Turning 16 year old is always a pleasant thing coz.......u r now able to watch NC16 movies..Hahahaha!...Jus a lame joke..actuallli..Turnin 16 marks the recognition of being an Young Adult..Tis is the age wher our parents would start to believe tat we are a little matured enuf to decide certain things..even some gals say tat when u trun to a 16year old..the sweet things will come to ur life..tats y sometime people sometime say "Sweet 16"..

Of my sister..hmm..wat 2 tell abt her..The most different and difficult character after my dad..she can be the typical Indian sister wher they like to irritate their siblings to the max and sometime help them when they are in trouble..My sister also follows the same tradition..Irritates me to the max but nvr scold me behind my back..ther r situations wher i almost killed her (but tat was many yrs back..)..i hav nvr regretted tat she is my sis since she is a great sister..and here is my message to my sister:

Always stay Happi and good..I can see tat u r trying to change alot and i realli appreciate the positive change in u..Gd work..Keep it up my Dear Sister..I wish u all the best for ur studies and i got the belief tat u did well in ur "N" Levels and will do very well for ur "O" Levels..Jus study well and make everone happi..Heck care the obstacles u face and fite against the intrusions in ur life..As ur Brother..i will be always ther when u need a helping hand or a comforting shoulder..And once again..

A Very Happi and Blessed Bdae!

Wif Love..

Ur retardic Brother..

Anand Raj=)

Happi Bdae Mummy!

2008-11-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

My Dear Mummy..Luv u alotzzzzz!

Edited Version..

To my dearest Mummy..Happi 50th Bdae..

I am so lucki to have you as my Mummy whu dotes me so much and give me the best and support me always even when i m in the wrong..I will nvr get another Mum like u..who always brings the potential out of me..motivate me when i m down and encorage me when i struggle..There r other mothers who r out ther who does these things but u r my onli special 1..You struggled to bring me up..endurin all the sufferins..i will nvr 4get it..Sorry for my mistakes and i can gurantee u tat i will nvr be a bad son always will remain Loyal and ur favourite likeable son..

I dunno whether i will have another birth..but even in tat birth..i shuld be ur son..and i will be a better son..Luv u alot Mummy..

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My mum has reach the milestone!..Magical 50..16 November is my Angel's Birthdae..a Gurdian angel whu is holdin my hand leadin me in the path to success..I manage to wish her 1st even though my Sister keeps sayin tat she wished her 1st at the stroke of the midnite...but i followed the World Time and i am sure that i wished her 1st..But wateva it is.. i still wished her and i am happi abt it..She was happi to get Bdae wishes frm almost her whole Family in Malaysia..and i was happi 2 see her smilin whole day long..even though we didn celebrate or we children didn buy present for her..she jus expects the increasein luv frm us..and i m sure tat we 3 children wif her beloved husband made her happi showing our love..However..it still a Tradition to buy present for our beloved and i am gonna buy for my mum a fantastic present soon wif our everlasting luv..
Anyways..i wanna wish her again before i end tis post..

Happi Bdae Mummy!..
Luv U Alotzzzzzzzzz!!
Wish u a long lived life wif happiness..Joy..and everythin nice and sweet in tis world to u..

Mini Daymare!!

2008-11-14T14:38:00.000+08:00

Ok Folks..i m back..after 4 days missin from bloggin..i m back again!

Comin to tis post..i wuld like to share the mini 'daymare' i experienced yesterdae..I would like it to call "daymare" as it didn take place at nite..haha..
(I knoe i am Lame..jus bear wif me ok..haha)

Ok..comin back to the topic..ya..i had to visit the dentist in NUH to fix my chipped off teeth..mayb i shuld call it more medically.I mean i went ther to fix my Fractured teeth..It was realli a painful experience for me..From the x-ray taking to the "checkin" mouth session..it was a painful procedure..in the end i went back home..shaken from such an painful treatment..

The most painful treatment was the mini 'Shock treatment' to my both fractured teeth..It was realli painful and jus jolted out from the dentist chair once the dentist use the 'Shock Treatment' on me..Addin on it was the usage of 'Ice treatment' on my both teeth to check the sensitivity..It increased the pain more..

And lastly it ended up wif some technical work in my mouth to check my gum..tat was extremely painful as it was realli unbearable when the sharp ends of the dentist's tool keep injurin my gums and teeth..its jus a wonder how i didn cry..coz damn painful..but my onli hope is tat..i knoe my teeth will be ok by the end of 2009..

Ok..bye..Faci starin at me oready..dun wanna get another D for tis module..hehe..And ya..i jus got some new nicks frm Emmeline..haha..

God of Retardness..
God of Childishness..
God of Lameness..

Hahaha.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Tried but still nt satisfied!

2008-11-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

For the 1st time in my life history!..i stepped into a real gym today!..and i was realli scared by the equipments ther..Especialli the ppl ther..all the ppl ther were so big sized wif strong body..i was the onli ther wif such an undesirable body size ther..I look so tiny compared to them..all so uscular and big size..it was like..if they giv me a gd punch..u can see me in hospital wif a fractured arm!..tats the difference between them and me..

Actualli,i went wif ahil..As all my frens knoe..ahil has a strong passion for gymin and i was discussin wif him yesterdae on how i shuld be workin towards my target by the starting of my 2nd yr in Poly..and gymin was 1 of the main factor tat i need to consider..and even though i m a very weak person wif a very high tendency to giv up when i m in pain..i still decided to go to gym wif him..and it prove to be a hard task to follow him..i was lookin at him in awe as he went arnd the gym tryin out the equipments wif determination and confidence..He didn allow the pain to get the beta of him and i was realli hopin 2 be like him..but unfortunately i couldn..a little bit of pain forced me to jus giv up instantly..he tried his best to get the better of me but..sorry ahil..i couldn make it..

He still encouraged me and realli helped me alot..and i will try my best to endure the pain..i still gotta attend more of tis gym practices wif ahil to knoe the real hardwork behind it..my role model is Ahil and Pravin too and i will try my best to be like them..even though..it will take few yrs..but in the end..ther will b always a gd result and i will try my best till i achieve it!..

Changing still in progress!

Ought to die..but saved..scary!

2008-11-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

Into Pulah Ubin!..

Coming into tis post,i m feelin beta and i hopin tat i will keep improvin my mood and return to the 'Lamer Anand' mode wif all the retardness restored back!..

Ok..lets return to tis post's topic..Actualli if u all keep up wif my posts,there is tis post on the Pulah Ubin tragedy for me lah..And tis post is the build up to it..

Actualli,my mum visited one of her fren whu is quite spiritualli inclined..As a matter of fact,while chit chattin..my mum tol her fren tat i had a fall at Pulah Ubin..And tis fren of hers after hearin my mum tellin my so-called accident..suddenli described the place i fell to my mum..It fitted exactly the description i gave my mum about the place i fell..then she said somethin really shockin tat my mum was realli shocked..

She say i ought to die ther itself..but the gd deeds tat my family deed wif the help of the strong worship of god in my hse saved me frm dyin!..

i honestly tell u tat i got so scared of wat her fren said..it jus simply means tat i shuld be dead now but stayin alive and now typin tis post!..to make the matter more worse..my mum said tat i smell of blood when i kissed her gd nite yesterdae nite..It was damn damn scary to hear tat frm her..especialli when its nite!..but i console myself tat the smell is because of the drying up of blood in my gums..but when i think of it..its scary!

However even when i m typin tis letters to make a post..my mind still filled wif our i jus escaped death!..Scary!!..smemore Dinmak was sayin tat his uncle said tat the place i fell had claimed some people's life...and i m lucki 2 escape wif minor injuries..

I m worried oready..need a break..so will meet u all soon wif next post..

Thanks tat i still alive today when i shuld hav died a long time ago!.

Stress...am i doin the rite thing or wrong thing???

2008-11-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

Happi moments together..

Ok...i m back with my next post..i m extremely stress with how new events in my oready corrupted life takin place..i jus realized tat i m havin many probs with people nowdaes.. Howeva,i don think i m in the wrong at most case..but ther is tis person tat i wish i m still in ok terms wif her..i think she knoe whu she is..

I dunno whether i m unfair to her by not talkin to her because of somethin she isn really into..but the "External Factors" which i hate is with her and i m damn unsure of y the hell i m nt talkin to her..i jus don understand y the fuck i m behavin like tat towards her..

Concern?..or jus hate her external factors?..But whu m i 2 judge her?..
Nobody!......................

If i nt happi wif somethin tat is her wish..i shouldn be blamin her and stop talkin 2 her..but then..i m doin the opposite by blamin her and stopped talkin 2 her..

I jus dunno y i am like tat..she cared 4 me and i m nt repayin in a gd way..and yes..

I have DECIDED!..

I m gonna ask her Sorry for my kukuness and stupid blady weird feelins!!..

I m sorry Shantni...extremely sorry..u cared 4 me but i didn repay ur concern wif a positive behaviour..i dunno y i behave wif u in such way but then..i jus feel uncomfortable wif ur "External factors"..i hope tis kind of problems will nvr appear in our Journey to Everlasting Friendship..So r we frens Shantni??

The Blossomin Son and Dad Relationship..

2008-11-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

A Family pic of us in Desaru..

I decideded not to talk about my lost teeth as almost everyone knoes abt it..Somemore talkin abt it makes me more stress..tats y i have decided to talk somethin tat makes me happi..I hav been recievin positive comments on my new appearance and i m lovin it..Almost everyone say i look better and i am changin for gd..

It shows tat i m in the rite path to reach my target tat i set myself by the end of next yr.. Actualli even though it was a bad week for me last week..there was a gd thing that took place in my Corrupted Lifestyle..And tat the enhancement in my relationship wif my dad.. As a teenaged son..the most common thing in our life would be the arguments wif our dad that is inevitable..And in my hse..we still keep up the culture of The "Son & Dad" clash..It is almost everydae wher i and my dad argue over certain things..He still think tat i m still a small kid whu need special attention everytime..His desire of me to stay away from Gangsters and Bad companies is reasonable..but then..the precautions he is takin to forbid me from goin to the Bad side of the world is realli too much..controlin a teenager isn an always a gd choice..and i sometime feel like slave..i always wanted a da whu will wrap his arms around u and talk stories wif me..but my dad wasn tat kind..always wif a menancin look..he never fail to terrify me when i was much younger..However..he is a changed man now...and his change makes me realli happi..

He manage to understand tat the world is rapidly changin and the cultures of teenagers are being modernized..Since he understand now..he saw the neccassity tat i oso need to be fashionable..And he brought me to Bugis and buy me a Jeans..Nice shoes..a cool bermudas and a more cooler tshirt..I luv them and thank my dad numerous times oready..

and as a son..i hav decided to do my duty by keepin my dad happi..I jus realized tat he have alot of desires..and i m gonna fulfil for him now..wateva he likes..i will try my best to buy for me..and i hav decided tat by my 17th Bdae which has 19 Days and 34mins exactly now to be reached..i will buy him his favourite shoe tat he is eyeing for a long time..tats the least i can do for my hardworkin dad whu took my words seriousli and changed to be a better dad..

I m proud of him..=)

The Ubin trip..a Jolly trip that ended in Tragedy!

2008-11-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

A cool pic Before i reach Pulah Ubin...

The Soul(Anand) & Body(Shamira)..i owe alot..help me so much while i injured..

An injured me wif an injured Shan..

Still got alot of pics..100pics in total..but too many to put..will be uploaded in frenster soon..

While typing tis post..i m damn depress wif how the end to my identity came..it is a very heartbreakin incident for me wif blood..bruises and pain playin a part..

Fridae 31/10/2008...Halloween Day..my frens..Shan..Jeyan..Dinmak..Pavithra.. Shamira..ahil and me...went to Pulah Ubin to jus slack ther..The plan was to cycle all day long..Hav a fun day ther..but the curse on me start to work on me oready..I drop onto a rock while in the sea havin fun wif all..1st injury--Cuts on both my leg..and palms..and sole of my feet..However i m realli thankful to Shamira and Dinmak whu rush to me and help me..clearin the blood and helpin me to clean the wound..It was very painful as Seawater touched my exposed wounds..givin such a burnin Sensation..The next victim to get injured was Shan..2 cuts in her sole..followed by Ahil whu had a cut jus above his toe..

Then it was cyclin again wif some breaks for smokin and drinkin water..It was quite fun and everyone seem to enjoy even though it was quite tirin..It was nearin the time to leave and everyone started to cycle back to the bicycle shop to return the bike..Tats when tragedy struck on me..Ridin on the right lane on a downwards slope..jeyan was the 1st in front..followed by Ahil and shamira on the same lane whu were sharin the same bike..I was 3rd but on the left lane..while approachin a sharp bent..i shouted at ahil and shamira to keep their bike on the right lane while i still stayed on the left lane..tats when Jeyan's Bicycle brokedown..he lose control of his bicycle and it cut into my lane givin me no space..if i jus move forward and bang Jeyan..i may hurt Jeyan and may hurt Shamira and ahil whu were near us..So i decide to take the risk and ended up bangin into a tree and got flung out of the bike..droppin face 1st..tearin my chin..and in the process..breakin both my front two teeth..It chipped off..

Dinmak immediately throw his bike down and run to help me up..i felt alot of ants on my body wif the burnin sensation of the tears and bruises..

my tragedy ends here 4 now..

. ..to be continued in the next post...

Improvements in borin borin Holidaes!

2008-10-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone....i m back after so long..actualli i wanted to close down tis blog after i manage to figure out tat i have a rusty brain which doesn encourage me to blog..but Shan ask me to update and after seein her updates and her commitment to bloggin..i thought of continuin wif me posts!!..hahaha..So the credit goes to Shantni for inspirin me to blog.. Hahahahaha...

Ok..comin tis entry..i decided to thank few ppl 4 the positive change in me..Firstly Vani..she was the one whu kept askin me to change..the way i am..the way i look.. basically my appearance lah..She suggest and suggest..i decided to change a little but i wasn totalli involve in it as i didn like to change myself..after tat i got the weird dream which i oready mention in my 2nd post..few ppl tat i wanted to thank is Shamira for involuntarily givin me a 'wake up' call..then ahil..pravin...Jeyan..dinmak whu were willin to help in my process of changin..vicnes 4 givin his opinion..even though jaya and muhes dunno my plans yet..i m sure they will support me...i oso wanna thank all those whu gav positive replies on my new appeareance..haha..but don accept for very long buddies...it wont last tat very long i guess..hahaha..

Anyway..i wanna finish off this post by cursin how borin the holidaes are..I knoe it is jus a 1 week holidae for me..but i didn accept it to be so borin until my onli form entertainment durin the afternoons is psp..I play so much of Fifa08 until i turn to an anti-psp supporter after gettin tired of it..However the onli positive that i am lookin forward is the Pulah Ubin trip wif my frens..its gonna be realli fun i guess..And Jeyan is takin care of me while i will take care of Shan..Hahaha..ok..tats a long post..i go sleep 1st..i am starting to look like a drunkard jus back home after many hrs of drinkin!...byeeeeeeeeeeee 4 now guys!

P.S for Shantni..I updated my blog oready..hahahaha...

Gd ppl = Lesser time in earth?..

2008-10-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

Yes....i m back again!!..

Actualli...during the second breakout today..Jeyan..Pravin(MaMa Nigger)..Jaya..Vicnes.. and i were drinkin under a blk..Tat was when Pravin took out a cigarette..i was shocked.. jus after a drinkin..how the hell is he gonna smoke?..wont it affect ur health alot..even i started to regret y i drink after jeyan made me feel tipsy when he ask me 2 shake my head jus after drinkin..it made me feel a little dizzy and after a while i jus went blur..

Okok..coming back to the Mama Nigger!!..i was realli shoked when he started to smoke wif jeyan..i asked him to stop..since he jus drink and started to smoke immediately..onli at the start of the break..jaya was tellin how muhes spit out blood while smokin at nite..i didn wan my frens to get stupid diseases!!..Tats when...

Pravin said.."Dei mike..god luvs gd ppl da..tats y he bring them back 2 heaven as soon as possible coz he don wan gd ppl to commit many sins while they r in earth..the lesser they stay in earth..the lesser sins they do.."..Even though i was a little kabra coz of the post-drinkin session at tat moment..i manage to get his point..true too!..gd ppl don live in earth tat very long..

A moment of Fact from a drunk man?..haha..but wateva it was..Pravin said smethin tat it is a truth..and in tis case i accept wif tat "Springy Mama Nigger"...hahahahaha..

oK..tired after writin a long post..i wanna rest!!..byeeeeeeeeeeee!!

When boredom strikes!

2008-10-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

Actualli i m writin tis entry coz i m bored..

Already bored cursin myself for being like this..Anand will nvr change!..stupid noob!But ya..i m changin..and i m takin the effort..almost all my frens knoe wats my plan by the end of 2nd yr which is still a long way to go..but they r willing to help me and i m so grateful to them..

Aiyah..jus realized tat my grades are sucking to the core!!..onli 1 A in so many weeks of lesson..Actualli i gotta blame myself for my own wrongs..actualli skippin 3rd metin was fun when we thought of the fun my frens and i gonna have in the library...Playin RISK!!..When oswind join us tats it..the fun increaes..he is a damn clever fella whu jus can win the game so easily!.. But thanks to oswind..muhes get addicted to RISK!...soooooooooo fun to be in the library sittin at our "so-called" port and hahahaha..it is so fun to see how muhes..jaya..jeyan..vicnes wuld shout "fuck u".."bitch".."slut".."pussy boi" at each other..i m so lucki to hav a very funny lot of Broz!..hahaha..enjoyin wif them is the best thing tat i luv..

Our RISK company includes:
Shal..
Rubini..
Muhes..
Jaya..
Jeyan..
Oswind..
Vicnes..
Dinmak (smetimes)..
and of coz me!!...

long enuf..i go sleep!..tired oready!

Workin towards a dream

2008-10-20T15:33:00.001+08:00

YeS..I m back wif my 2nd post in my blog oready..hmm..its a sunny afternoon with the time oready 3:40pm..sch gonna finish soon..and i wuld be soon in the library at our usual place with my frens!..and ya..we have recruited 1 more person officially in our grp!..

Shantni!!..haha...we have increased to 11 people!..our circle of frens increasing..happi news!...

Actualli..my purpose 4 today to post tis entry is because..i m lazy and not listenin to the female faci whu shuld be cursin at me for not listenin to her..so i decided to engage myself into somethin and i thought of talkin some crap..

Actualli..few days back..i had tis weird dream..it is abt me meeting my clone!!..haha..weird!.. However,my clone was good lookin..strong and very rich..i dreamt tat i saw him under a void deck wif a beautiful girl sittin beside him..i was shocked how he looked totalli opposite frm me..i was abt to talk to him when i open my eyes and saw my mum ther looking pissed off at me after numerous failed attempts in waking me up..it was a very nice dream for me even though it was seem short..

tat day itself..in the evenin i was chattin wif shamira..then she was tellin me how she saw my fren Kavipriya's twin sister..and how it was so coincidental that there were movies of twins in the television..I tol my dream to her and she said tat it is jus a dream..Tat was like a wake up call for me..

y not i work towards the dream?...i asked myself and i vowed shamira tat i will be like my dream "twin"...but after some months..and from today..i m gonna start workin towards it..

Its confirmed!!...i will fit the 3 categories by the end of my Poly Life..

Looks..Strength..Wealth!!..i vow!!

The younger version of Mr.Ganansen!

2008-10-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

Yes at last i created my own blog!!..yahoooooo!!..
Actualli i have 2 thank my frens mell..dinmak..jeyan whu gave me the idea to creat a blog..
Hope bloggin isn that bad as my School's Reflection Journal..haha..
So ya..1st entry must be a intro rite??..tats wat i get to know frm my frens' blogs..Their 1st entry is usualli an intro of them..so i m gonna follow that same old trend of starting off my blog with an intro of me..

The time in my laptop shows that it is 1:34pm..i am aiming to finish my 1st entry by 2pm hopefulli..hope i nt so slow!..hehe..Hmm..Quietly sittin in a room wifout anyone..wearing a yellow tshirt and yellow shorts and lookin like a overgrown banana is tis guy called Anand Raj..aged 17..i m oready considered old enuf to know when to bath..but i m still here sittin in front of the laptop stinkin alot..tats jus a small intro..

hmm..i look like a retard..tats wat everyone around me says so..graduatin from a nearby primary school,i went to a secondary school in yishun which i realli regretted at 1st..But now i wanna go back to my secondary school..tats the best thing tat have happen to me.. realli gotta knoe many people and i nvr imagine tat a noob like me can get into a group known as HaVoC BroZ!..hahaha..realli luv everyone ther..however i m in Republic Poly now..still figuring out why they are teaching 5 useless modules not related to my diploma course..

A person whu can be stoned for not watchin english movie and giv lame reason such as i m an indian and i don't watch other language movies nor hear other language songs..But tats wat i m..ANAND RAJ!

Born as an 1st son to Mr.Ganasen & Mdm.Ilavenil..many have commented tat i am a younger version of my dad..I sometime hate when people say tat since it shows tat i am "Ganasen son:Anand Raj"..i wan people to knoe me and my dad as "Anand's dad:Ganasen"..A dedicated mummy's boy..and the poor elder brother of 2 irritatin siblings..a sister and a brother..

hmm...i think its quite long enuf..a very long intro of me oready..if i wriet somemore..it will be sure crap..

so sure to catch up wif u all soon..

Don 4get to catch the next eposide of the NoObYeMo...